I'm a lovesick fool...

My dreams are soon to come true, I'll fight till the very end and I'll make it to the one I love. Even though we still have a long way to go through the years long distanced and yet the darkness and problems to hit us both..but that doesn't let my flaming heart give up cause that flame is the thought of my love burning through my mind and heart. 

He, is the one who kept me from harming..from almost committing..from almost making myself think.

"I can't do this shit. There's no meaning in my life..nobody cares and nobody will ever..they'll just keep stabbing me and ripping me apart. This world is a cruel circle..so why not be cruel as well and die.."

My scares are slowly fading. Cause of Him. My arm is slowly becoming soft again..and it reminds me that I do have a reason in life..

It's to get to him, it's to so I can start my life with him. So that we can finally be happy for once in our lives. So then we

Can start a family and adopt our own child...

So we can forever be together. 

No more worries...


I'm a soldier with dream, not with thoughts..





I truly know..what I'm fighting for...