iloveitwhenpeople

yall i think i found a new name and idk how to feel about it

iloveitwhenpeople

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i need a new name. i've been looking for one, but its soo hard. like it needs to sound like a nickname, so my parents don't get suspicious, but it also has to be me. idk. this is so fucking hard. the good thing is my school has way more queer people than i thought. and they've been so fucking helpful, but its hard. at least some of my teachers are pretty cool. like one of them, as soon as she heard i was trying out "sage" (no judgement pls, its cool just not for me) she started calling me by that. and its little things like that and it makes me so happy. this was a rant, but whatever.

iloveitwhenpeople

no :( at this point im not too focused on that as i have too much going on at home. ty for actually checking up with me. you're so sweet.
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Potato190505

hi! did you find a new name? xxx
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iloveitwhenpeople

tysm!! i will for sure :))
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Potato190505

hello! how ya doin :D

iloveitwhenpeople

tysm istg you are such an incredible human being
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Potato190505

i’m sorry it’s so hard. try and take each day as it comes, even though it’s easier said than done, do what you feel able to and dont put so much pressure on yourself that you feel like death. work hard because you want to get into a new school, not because you want your parents happy <3 again, easier said than done, but i have faith in you
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iloveitwhenpeople

please i wish i could. but yeah my parents aren't horrible, but they do constantly focus on my grades. i'm going to a new high school next year and to get in i have to have like a 4.0 unweighted GPA, so yeah. but sometimes the pressure just gets too much. like it feels like i'm suffocating.
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