Nelson

bands saved my life.
Black Veil Brides
Asking Alexandria
Fall Out Boy
Escape The Fate
Bullet For My Valentine
Paramore
Attack Attack! 
30 Seconds To Mars 
Falling In Reverse

im nelson. im 16, i live in perth, west australia. im Bisexual but currently in a relationship. i have been in some pretty horrid situations, many of which have had some long term affects that im still dealing with.

i used to get bullied day in  and day out, it made being at school horrid, to the point where i could barely show up at school without someone teasing me, fighting me, even throwing shit at me. 

this lead to a pretty huge downward spiral in my life where i made some horrible choices and ended up incredibly depressed, and even attempting suicide. 

i still have a lot on anger and stress issues to deal with and it isnt easy. i still struggle with my depression, i havent self harmed in about 3 months, but i am still having issues with my eating habits. writing this really helps alot though.

that being said. i have now made some good choices, REALLY good choices, i am no longer at that school. i dont actually get picked on anymore. i have met some amazing (and not so amazing) people at this new school. im getting and education and im actually really trying to turn myself around. im doing exercise daily and keeping fit.
i am actually starting to feel happy and have faith in myself. im now more confident and all that boring shit c: 

sometimes i will have angry/sad moments and if i do then (if you really really want to) you can send me a message just to chat or something.
i want to make people see that there are people out there who do actually care even when you stop caring about yourself. so if you EVER feel upset. im literally a message away, and will reply as soon as i possibly can.


'Well I can't go on without your love that you lost, you never held on.'