Anonymous Dreamer

God comes first and then food "Live fast Die young Be wild Have fun" ~Lana Del Rey

My life kinda sucks although I still try to be happy and loving and give hugs and enjoy the little things like teacup pigs (they're fucking adorable). My dad is emotionally abusive to me and my 2 younger brothers and is also kinda crazy and a little bit of an alcoholic. My parents are separated and my mom moved out Into. crappy apartment after cheating on my dad twice. Because my mom is moved out I have to like be my brothers mom and i hate it because i feel myself turning into my dad more and more everyday and I'm yelling and screaming at my brothers everyday and its not their fault and I feel so bad but I can't help it. From the summer in between 4th and 5th grade until the next summer I had severe depression and I was suicidal. I had depression because of the way my dad treated me. I also had no friends to tell me the way he treated me was not ok so I thought he was treating me fine and I was going insane for feeling by him. I also was too young to know what depression was or even what suicide was I just in my own little way invented the idea for myself. I'm no longer suicidal but I still have to deal with my dad and brothers and middle school and even though I have many friends who I love and am very grateful for, I feel like I don't have anyone that I can truly trust completely with all my hopes, secrets, and dreams. That's why I made this account. Just for me to be me completely anonymously.

anyway happy things. I ship Ladynoir (MLB), Starco (SVTFOE), Zutara Tokka (Avatar), Finntaine (The Deep 2015)

also I like food!!!

Instagram: the_anonymous_dreamer

PS don't expect a follow back I'm only gonna continue following u if I truly like ur account