TheDNFCow

Just wrote and posted a poem i wrote a few minutes ago. I hope you guys like it :]

I am sorry for being inactive. I have had little to no time to write at all these past few weeks.
          
          I am now a licensed driver, am doing my college courses, and am about to start band next month, so... idk when ill be able to get back on :'(
          
          And, not to vent, but my ex is going to the same school as me. Valid crashout? I think so. My cousin keeps telling me how if she sees them, she might throw hands and I am honestly worried bc my cousin doesn't hold back.
          
          Anywho, I hope you are all doing wonderful. No, I am not dead, just been offline for a bit for my irl requirements.
          
          Love you, guys. Please don't quit reading my books once I start posting. I promise im getting somewhere.

Just thought I'd throw in a poem.

Sorry for the random posts, then silence. I've been going through a lot.
          
          The breakup isn't easy to get over, especially when nobody wants to shut the fuck up about it.
          
          I failed my driving test (i hit a curb) and ended up crying the whole drive home.
          
          I haven't had the motivation to change when i get home, let alone write or do anything more.
          
          This is a really stressful time for me, so please bear with me through my struggles.
          
          I love you guys, especially the people who have been asking how I've been doing. I appreciate it, really. I will come back eventually, but I can't assure anyone that I will stick around for a long time when I do as I have been wildly bipolar the past few days. I hope you all understand why I'm taking several breaks.
          
          Take care of yourself.
          
          Love, August.

Just wrote a new poem named "See me" and idk if i should post it bc it is very targeted lmao (not laughing)
          
          Should i???

I'm posting all of the poems I have drafted in the poetry book, and most of them are about love, which hurts, but I have many more coming. I'm currently working on one that has, in all honesty, made me break down into tears until I couldn't read anymore because I got so upset. 
          
          Anyways, like I said, I'm publishing each poem in my drafts. I hope you guys enjoy the stupid little feeling dumps I'm publishing right now, lol.
          
          Love you guys <33

I've been wanting to write, but I've been too busy or too upset, so i am very sorry for the people asking when i will be back. I can't make any promises, but i want to try writing at least a chapter tonight.
          
          Im also still debating on if i should publish my non dteam book, although it's not fully edited yet, but it doesn't even have a name or a front cover at all, so i dont thonk i should any time soon.
          
          I love you guys, and thank you guys for being patient with me. I really appreciate it. <33

So. Four years of my love life have flown down the drain.
          
          I am going to pause and take a break for myself. I believe that I deserve a hiatus with the fact that I am now single after four years.
          
          I hope you can all understand. This isn't easy, but I am going to get through it somehow. I just don't know how as of right now.
          
          I love you guys. Please take care of yourselves, and if someone breaks your boundaries, don't let them make you feel guilty for your comfort.
          
          Eat something and drink plenty of water. If any of you are going through something rough, just take care of yourself before others. I made that mistake, and now I am here, so please worry about your feelings and your thoughts.
          
          I love you all. And expect a new book cover for Pornstar Assassination. You can probably guess why. I have a few ideas on what to do for it, so don't worry about giving me ideas.
          
          But for now, I am going on a self-care hiatus until I am mentally prepared to write again.

Guys i just had the biggest writing motivation ever that i had to force myself to stop. 
          
          I have finished writing 3 chapters in a few hours.
          
          Someone force me to sleep.

I am very sorry for being majorly inactive. I am going through a lot mentally, and i am trying to work on this big change in my life, so i am taking a break for a bit to focus on my mental journey and my future from here on out.
          
          I do have some poems that have been built up over time if you guys would like them. I don't know when i will be writing again, but i will be making changes in my life and work on self-improvement.
          
          Thank you so much for everything you guys have done for me, and i promise I will be back soon after i find myself.
          
          Love you all. <333