ParkBacon

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To anyone who read my love story: 
          	I texted him today. He didn't answer for four hours (where he usually answered after ten mins) so I assumed I was blocked. I then proceeded to just spill out everything I felt into his text messages, as a sort of release because it felt like he was there reading it. 
          	
          	He actually was. He answered me after I wrote message after message about what happened and how I feel and how he made me feel. 
          	
          	He went to therapy after I stopped talking to him. He thanked me for being there for him and for also not being there for him, because it let him grow. He has a genuine interest in a girl now. 
          	
          	It hurts a lot. I sobbed when I learned some girl out there would get the love I so desperately begged for. But also I am so proud of him. And so happy for him. To know he's finally faced the trauma that his piece of shit ex girlfriend put him through makes me so proud. 
          	
          	I'm... Happy. But also incredibly devastated

ParkBacon

some people just aren't meant to be together i guess, and it's a god damn shame it was me and him
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ParkBacon

no matter how much you love someone, it is possible that they will just never love you back. no matter how much they get to know you. how much you get to know them.
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ParkBacon

I'm happy for him but I also wish I'd never met him.
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ParkBacon

this message may be offensive 
To anyone who read my love story: 
          I texted him today. He didn't answer for four hours (where he usually answered after ten mins) so I assumed I was blocked. I then proceeded to just spill out everything I felt into his text messages, as a sort of release because it felt like he was there reading it. 
          
          He actually was. He answered me after I wrote message after message about what happened and how I feel and how he made me feel. 
          
          He went to therapy after I stopped talking to him. He thanked me for being there for him and for also not being there for him, because it let him grow. He has a genuine interest in a girl now. 
          
          It hurts a lot. I sobbed when I learned some girl out there would get the love I so desperately begged for. But also I am so proud of him. And so happy for him. To know he's finally faced the trauma that his piece of shit ex girlfriend put him through makes me so proud. 
          
          I'm... Happy. But also incredibly devastated

ParkBacon

some people just aren't meant to be together i guess, and it's a god damn shame it was me and him
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ParkBacon

no matter how much you love someone, it is possible that they will just never love you back. no matter how much they get to know you. how much you get to know them.
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ParkBacon

I'm happy for him but I also wish I'd never met him.
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ParkBacon

Sucks how getting better can suddenly go backwards sometimes :(((( All g fam we keep pushing

strawverymilktae

@ParkBacon damn that's like a month away and when my birthday is! and thank you. I'm hoping this one-week break off from work can help me get organized for the fall semester and relax
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ParkBacon

@strawverymilktae Oh damn mime starts in September
            Prayin for u
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strawverymilktae

@ParkBacon wAIT NO I MEANT A WEEK it’s starts on the 22nd andjdjdjdj
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ParkBacon

Funny how you teach someone how they should be treated and they, in turn, show you how you never want to be treated again.

knightcolors

@ParkBacon sending love 
            We missed you
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ParkBacon

@cLvudii- bro i am going thru it
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swayeeerrrr

hey.. what's up guys?:>
          um.. actually im looking for  some friends to improve my english... it's obvious that im not an English or American guy...so... I'd be happy if someone likes to teach me while we're chatting..
          
          i know i have a loooot of mistake... _trying to pretend that im not disappointed:")

ParkBacon

Hope you find some good people to talk with!!!
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ParkBacon

I am surprised that people are still reading my stories eeeeeeee anyway if ur reading this I hope you have a nice day and just know I miss talking with y'all randomly!!

Khushi1996-11

@ParkBacon I do understood your bio updation and most of us really take all these fanfics as fictions only but honestly I really want to read more from you though slow,may be one time update a week.. your way of writing it too good to read.
            It's Aug.2021,I read your "the biggest hater" for the first time..& I'm in love with your writing...
            I respect your decision but few chanbaek writers  are the reason I guess I'm slowly becoming an EXO-L.
            I'm a non k-pop reader but I gotta admit  ,chanbaek fanfiction  are the best in k-pop (till what I read on Wattpad) maybe I stumbled upon good ones only but the way your stories went is never boring and soothing to eyes.
            
            
            (Wrote an essay )
            Hoping one day you'll come back for sure , maybe with a new story!!??! 
            I will never let that hope die down and thank you for introducing me to EXO
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AuthorMinTae

@ParkBacon oH my goodness that's awesome!!! I'm definitely going to search you up right now!!! :D i hope you're doing well these days (in both writing and other stuff) hehe :))!!
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ParkBacon

@AuthorMinTae That's so cute! I'm glad that I helped you make that realization and start writing :D
            
            I do write on AO3, but it's different from what I write here (it's anime ships uHm). The Username's Krizlynn if you're actually interested in that stuff! Thanks for the sweet message!
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