This account is officially in disuse.
I don't think it's right to ship idols with other idols because that's a violation of their privacy, relationships, and, frankly, it's creepy as hell. Yes they're idols, but they're still Humans. Capital H. They deserve to do things without being restricted by fans screaming "omg! I ship you with blah blah blah, and omg, did you see him stare at blah blah blah for three seconds? Tru love". After being that exact fan and writing ~30 Chanbaek stories and only publishing 7 or something, I just came to the realization that, hm. How much are we mentally scarring these people? And before you come at me with that "it's their job" headass, just know that even if it's a job you don't know how they ACTUALLY feel. I don't either. No one does. Because it is also their job not to say anything.
And thus, that is why I am deleting this app off my phone and never writing fanfiction about idols again. I've met some wonderful people and some of you are honestly just, ugh, muah, love of my life, the best people ever, but then there are other people. Fuck you, other people. The ones that keep pressing authors to update without break, the ones that think their favourite author created the player x nerd trope, and the one that finds it necessary to comment about their Chanbaek love on Chanyeol and Baekhyun's social media. Whoever does that, including me from the past, honestly stfu. Just stfu. Damn I'm getting aggressive but just stop.
The only reason I'm keeping my stories up is for the wonderful people, which there are more of than there are of the other people. I'm very thankful for all the support I've received and all the love, and maybe one day you'll recognize my trash ass writing in a published book. When you do I guess just go to my book signing and whisper ParkBacon. I'll probably slap your face for giving me cringe flashbacks and then hug you for being a great fan.
Bye. Re-bye. Uh, au revoir. See you on the flipside.
- taking 8 hour naps
- JoinedAugust 1, 2015