Nicoismysenpai

So...what's going to happen now? I won't be very active for a little while longer as I'll be very busy for the next week (I've been living off caffeine and a prayer for the last month and my body literally HATES me now), but I do hope to gradually increase my activity on here again, depending on my uni, job, and life schedule. 
          	
          	I plan to release at least one new book this year, two if I can manage. I'm already halfway through the first one, so I hope to have it completed by mid-2024 to share with everyone! (Spoiler: it's a MxM YA romance! Very on-brand haha) I also plan to do a full profile revamp soon, in which I'll clean up a few things, decide which books to keep (TSP is NOT going anywhere, dw) and hopefully start a new era? 
          	
          	If anyone would like to stay in touch with me, feel free to ask for my Discord, ORRR you can find me on Twitter at Nicoismysenpai :D Again, I'm not suuuper active on socmed, but it's a nice way to stay in touch ahahaha 
          	
          	(Also, depending on how things go, I may have some really big, positive news to share with everyone in a few days! So look forward to that :D) 
          	
          	Once again, I'm incredibly sorry for going MIA, and I hope everyone's doing well. I don't say this nearly enough, but I love and appreciate all of you so so much, and I mean that. I really do. Thank you for your support and love, and for always being part of the smol bean family. I love you guys so much. Seriously. I really do ❤ 
          	
          	lots of love,
          	your only sunshine, Alex
          	[3/3]

rascalsuffers

@Nicoismysenpai // ALEX I MISSED YOU <333333 
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FantasyCreature123

@Nicoismysenpai  Excited about the news! Excited about the books too, although I never managed to fully read any of the ones you've already published. :( Maybe this time I will.
          	  
          	  Please, I'd love to stay in touch. I guess you could send your ID privately? You're one of the people I remember properly from my older days here, so it was such a pleasant surprise to see you had come back. (Do you remember how we met? I'd submitted this Beyblade truth or dare fanfiction to you for review... XD Ever since you published your review I always looked up to you, like, "oh wow, this person is sooo cool!")
          	  
          	  Anyway. Once again, don't be sorry, I understand. Thank you for your amazing work. Lots of love to you too ❤️❤️❤️
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Nicoismysenpai

So...what's going to happen now? I won't be very active for a little while longer as I'll be very busy for the next week (I've been living off caffeine and a prayer for the last month and my body literally HATES me now), but I do hope to gradually increase my activity on here again, depending on my uni, job, and life schedule. 
          
          I plan to release at least one new book this year, two if I can manage. I'm already halfway through the first one, so I hope to have it completed by mid-2024 to share with everyone! (Spoiler: it's a MxM YA romance! Very on-brand haha) I also plan to do a full profile revamp soon, in which I'll clean up a few things, decide which books to keep (TSP is NOT going anywhere, dw) and hopefully start a new era? 
          
          If anyone would like to stay in touch with me, feel free to ask for my Discord, ORRR you can find me on Twitter at Nicoismysenpai :D Again, I'm not suuuper active on socmed, but it's a nice way to stay in touch ahahaha 
          
          (Also, depending on how things go, I may have some really big, positive news to share with everyone in a few days! So look forward to that :D) 
          
          Once again, I'm incredibly sorry for going MIA, and I hope everyone's doing well. I don't say this nearly enough, but I love and appreciate all of you so so much, and I mean that. I really do. Thank you for your support and love, and for always being part of the smol bean family. I love you guys so much. Seriously. I really do ❤ 
          
          lots of love,
          your only sunshine, Alex
          [3/3]

rascalsuffers

@Nicoismysenpai // ALEX I MISSED YOU <333333 
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FantasyCreature123

@Nicoismysenpai  Excited about the news! Excited about the books too, although I never managed to fully read any of the ones you've already published. :( Maybe this time I will.
            
            Please, I'd love to stay in touch. I guess you could send your ID privately? You're one of the people I remember properly from my older days here, so it was such a pleasant surprise to see you had come back. (Do you remember how we met? I'd submitted this Beyblade truth or dare fanfiction to you for review... XD Ever since you published your review I always looked up to you, like, "oh wow, this person is sooo cool!")
            
            Anyway. Once again, don't be sorry, I understand. Thank you for your amazing work. Lots of love to you too ❤️❤️❤️
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Nicoismysenpai

Regarding my activity...hello? Hi? What do you say when you've disappeared for literal years? Hi, hello, how's everyone doing? It's me, Alex. Still...Alex. Still me, despite how long it's been. Older, not very much wiser, and I wish I could say happier because I really wish that were true. Hello. I've said that already. Let me start over. 
          
          Heyo, my precious smol beans! How are you doing? Hope everyone's doing well. I'm sorry I've been MIA for so long. Truth be told, life has well. Not been very kind to me, so I just haven't really been active on social media in general. Like, my Ao3's on hiatus, my Discord's semi-IA, my Wattpad's pretty dead, what the heck is an Insta, oh and I have a Twitter now. Which is currently on hiatus. Fun. 
          
          I've been struggling a lot with health issues recently, both physical and mental. My anxiety is the worst it's been so far and every single bad gene I inherited has been conspiring against me to absolutely ruin my body. (Seriously, I've been in and outta the hospital so much...rip that insurance aye) I also changed course streams recently (from PURE ART to SCIENCE...I know. I don't know why I did it either.) also my house flooded and i also unsuccessfully tried to kill myself and also i may be getting tested for BD soon ahahaha but let's not talk about that---ANYGAYS, yeah. I also started uni pretty recently because life must go on. 
          
          So yeah. Life is. Busy! Which is why I've been MIA for the past year. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I keep apologising, but in the end, all I can say is...well, I'm sorry. I really am. I'm sorry that I can't keep myself together, I'm sorry that I can't get my life under control. I'm sorry that I abandoned all of you. I'm sorry that I keep making promises I can't keep. [2/3]

FantasyCreature123

@Nicoismysenpai  I had also disappeared for years. I came back just around a month ago. I completely understand and relate to a lot of what you've said. Don't apologise at all, okay? Please, you know real life is more important than maintaining appearances for a group of online acquaintances. 
            
            I'm glad you're feeling well enough to post this here. I hope everything in your life gets better quickly.
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DauntlessShadowIce1

dude. it’s fine. your real life is more important than some chapter update for your online buddies.
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Nicoismysenpai

Heyo, my precious smol beans. Wow, it's really been a while since you last saw that greeting, right? It's Alex here, aka Nicoismysenpai. It's been a really long time, and...well, hi? How's everyone doing? Are you all alive, kicking, doing well? 
          
          It's come to my attention that Wattpad will be closing DMs on May 6th. Admittedly, I've been very bad with DMs, because I keep thinking, "oh, I'll find the time to reply later" and then I never have the time. I thought I had all the time in the world. But now, it looks like I've run out of time. 
          
          I don't think words can describe how sad I am over this change, as Wattpad has long been a place for me to communicate and socialise with online friends, and their DM system was a big part of what set this site apart from others for me, even though I haven't used it in a long while. I've had so many sweet moments with friends over DMs where we would chat for hours, and even though many of those friends (including me in a way, I guess) are gone now, I still keep many of those chats as a piece of remembrance and would love to continue keeping them, at the very least. 
          
          To Wattpad, this is an open letter to beg you to reconsider removing/deleting the DM system, as it is not only a way for us to communicate with our friends, but also a piece of history that cannot be replaced. Please. 
          
          However, whatever decision they choose, I will still be staying on Wattpad, since I've been horribly inactive lately so I suppose it won't be much of a difference for me either way. [1/3]

FantasyCreature123

@Nicoismysenpai  oh my gosh, I'm so happy to see you again! I'm also really sad about that change. There's a link on my profile to a petition against it (not mine), maybe you could sign it. Anyway. Welcome back, Alex!! :D
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DauntlessShadowIce1

hey are you doing onc this year?

DauntlessShadowIce1

and the fact that you wrote 16k in five chapters, and those five chapters in a little over a month? impressive. if i didn’t respect you before (and don’t get it twisted, i did and do so so much), that alone would gain every inch of my respect istg
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DauntlessShadowIce1

and yeah i’d be high key salty if a masterpiece that well-written was cut too
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DauntlessShadowIce1

aww too bad. i’ll be doing it in 2025 though as well, hopefully (i’m taking an extra semester of high school next year, which ends at the beginning of february, and since my preferred college has courses beginning in january, i won’t be able to attend until september, which leaves me time to do onc)
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Nicoismysenpai

new year, same old me ;P happy new year, everyone! here's to 2024 being the best year ever! love y'alls ❤❤❤

So-Keefe4Always

Aaa alex!!! Where is your graphic shop sass book*emoji*emoji*

So-Keefe4Always

@Nicoismysenpai why's that such a mood tho lmfaoo
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Nicoismysenpai

@So-Keefe4Always deleted it huhu i wanted a fresh new start (proceeded to go on hiatus and abandon the fresh new start)
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So-Keefe4Always

The old one i mean
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