🔥Niamh🔥

Music is the only medicine when there's no cure for the noise my mind drowns in 

I feel so disconnected from the world and I feel like no one even notices me or cares about me anymore

I'm not lazy I'm just exhausted, from fighting my way through every single day

I'm exactly the type of girl that has a smile on my face while having countless scars on my wrists 

Everyone gets tired of me at some point, then eventually they'll leave...they all do...



I guess I'm just tired.

Tired of being bitched about behind my back
Tired of being laughed at
Tired of being made fun of
Tired of feeling ugly 
Tired of being ignored
Tired of feeling unloved
Tired of no one caring
Tired of pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry
Tired of cutting
Tired of being depressed
Tired of waking up everyday with the same awful thoughts in my head