Alec

Sorry I hardly have time to do anything these days so posting poems will be slow but I'm sure more will be coming soon as I have been jolting some drafts down when ever I'm about to breakdown. 
Hope everyone enjoys my poems.

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The saddest thing is when you are feeling real down,you look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you...

I hate when i am laying in bed looking out my window for the moon and stars,but i can't find the Moon...

I don't understand the love at all..I guess it's beauty is only at the beginning.

Yesterday I was sad today i am happy yesterday i had a problem today i still have the same problem..

Sometimes you hurt the ones who love you most.Sometimes You hold the one's who leave you lost.And sometimes you learn but it' s too late it's too late!!!!

My sadness has become an addiction when i'm not sad,i feel lost.I start to panic trying to find my way back which leads me back to my original state : sadness....

I'll be okay is that what you want to say..???

I love sadness & pain . Because they re my best friends. They never leave me alone. My shadow can leave me alone but my sadness & pain never leave me alone.