@-emeraldiisms
Wattage not giving me notifications. Earlier today I saw I had notifs on my email (which I hardly use)...
ALL MY WATTPAD NOTIFS GO DIRECTLY TO EMAIL. WHY????
@-emeraldiisms //its a glitch/bug. Sometimes it just happens. Itll vanish in a few hours up to days.
I've always wanted Mary Janes, it's been my dream to have some. Yet I always refrained from getting them...up until last night when I made the rash decision to buy them-
Why do people say "Don't take it personal but.."
And then follow that with SOMETHING PERSONAL
LIKE WHATS THE POINT T-T ???
@__Teutonic-Knight No, of course I want the truth. I just don't see the point in adding "don't take it personal" when it's personal...ah nevermind ^^;
My point in saying this is, since I was seriously pushed under the rug, I'm like totally giving up. I'm not looking for pity or whatever, I just..I'm truly not even sure.
It's just sad and hurtful when you think you're believed or something but there isn't anyone to truly be like "I back you up". Because I lost everyone.
This issue might probably haunt me for the rest of my life, it's really something that truly destroys me everyday.
Anyways, I just wanted to clarify, the book is staying unpublished. Let everyone think what they wish, I just...I'll keep silent like before and /attempt/ to live a normal life. Funny how those who hurt you are doing just fine..
Anyway, yeah- thank you for listening ^^;
I unpublished my book for a few reasons that honestly, have been eating away at me.
Honestly speaking, I feel like no matter what, I won't be heard. And even though it happened 6 years ago, it still hurts and haunts me to this day. I feel unheard, and honestly like nobody believes me. I know, I lost a lot of stuff that happened, but what was I supposed to do? Keep it all to look at for 6 more years? For it to keep hurting me? I looked at it enough before and it did me no good.
I doubt anyone believes what happened back then, or maybe its just one of those "oh okay, well anyways" type of things. To be a victim and be unheard of or pushed under the rug makes me feel honestly worthless.
"You have no proof, you have no evidence, that person isn't seen as a bad person in the community". Everyone has a right to say what they want, I understand.
"You're an adult, just forget it" I cant. When you have such traumatic experiences, you can't just forget about it. It was literal hell
@_aph_poland_ //you're so amazing aaahhhh I send lots of hugs <3<3<3 thank you, it truly means a lot.
@Dxtchie Thank you, that means a lot. Its not stupid at all, I really do appreciate it ♡//
Am I the only person who doesn't have a Tumblr, reddit, and twitter-? I feel so uncultured xD
bleached half of my hair cause I was bored-
@_aph_poland_ It was really difficult doing half of it myself, but ahhh >:D it looks cool!
Happy birthday America! Even though 4th of July wasn't technically your official day of freedom- BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY
If anyone wants to chat or rp, dont be afraid to shoot me a dm-
I'm preparing for a convention and- I dunno if anyone knows Genshin but..
I personally cant afford their actual outfits, and I dont have time to sew, so I was like "let's do something easier" So I decided to pick two characters for both days. Klee and Aether.
For day one, Aether....I thought of maid- xD Cause a lot of people want the boy in a maid outfit and I was like "cheap and also fun-".
Day two is cuter. Klee...but pastel pink- So cute strawberry milk hat and such. I wanted to ask opinions, though I doubt anyone cares- I was initially gonna do the KFC versions because genshin did have a collab with them and the dress was online, but second guessed myself