tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)

first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.

BLUE DOTS • PHAN

[COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

keyboards ▷ phan

dan: i don't think we were meant to create a melody. phil: no, we weren't. we were born to make a symphony. or in which phil lester tries to get piano lessons from a brown-haired boy, but he ends up loving the teacher more than the music. © hvrcrux 2017

Read. Phan AU

Danisnotonfire: I really like your videos ^-^ Danisnotonfire: I am not a stalker by the way. I saw your kik in your description. TW: Attempted suicide Told in a series of text messages. Short chapters. I literally spent ONE whole day writing this so it probably isn't amazing. Oh well, enjoy COVER CREDIT TO 21PINECON...

Goodbye Internet | A Phan Oneshot

October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'

Emails To Dan

Dan and Phil's friendship has ended. They moved out from their flat and went their separate ways. Phil has tried to keep in touch with Dan, but he never answers. All of his emails are unanswered, but that doesn't mean Dan never reads them.

The Photography Project. Phan AU

Phil was doing a project. He needed to take pictures of things he found beautiful. That's how he met so many different people, all mesmerisingly beautiful. :) ~this is just a short story I threw together in a few days so sorry if it's horrible~ Also this is based on a video on YouTube where a girl goes around telling...

The Black Parade ➸ Phan

❝I wish I could have told you that, Dan.❞ - Phil Lester grew up. Dan Howell didn't have the chance to, well, in Phil's eyes, anyway. Phil finds himself with a lot of time alone, and so he sits down with a pen and caramel macchiato and reminisces on days on the Manchester Eye, the sofa at Starbucks and walks through ab...

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

cliché (phan)

Dan Howell and Phil Lester share a passion for soccer. When they make it onto their school's team, they are determined to impress the coaches and their teammates. The two boys are too caught up in competition to realize that they are more alike than it seems, instead drinking while underage and bringing home bad repo...

fuckboy

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

twisted (phan) || book #2

SECOND BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES After running away together, Dan and Phil live their life in London, keeping their past locked up. Either way, nothing has changed. In fact, things have gotten worse for the two boys. After Dan pulled the trigger on the gun, he hasn't been the same since. Dan and Phil are now the m...

Grim Reaper // phan

Book 1 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! Dan's just like any other person out in the world. Except he's a Reaper, someone who decides whether or not a person should die. He's had this job for as long as he remembers, and is never bothered by what he does. But when he is sent to judge Phil Lester, his life becomes harder and...

stained (phan) || book #1

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell...

The Lucky One

Dan Howell Phill Lester That's everything that's important. (Or: Dan is the weird kid that dresses in pastels and hands out flowers to people for no apparent reason and Phil is the leather jacket wearing art kid who pretends to be immortal through his drawings. Despite the odds, they're best friends, and nobody quite...

I'm Not A Stalker 《Phan》

This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fig...

12:03 | A Phanfic

18 year old Dan Howell has been kicked out of his home by his parents after getting into trouble with the police (again). On this winters day, he has no money, no food and nowhere to stay - until he is offered accommodation in a strangers home. However, there are secrets this stranger is hiding and Dan is determined t...

Quiet | phan

It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

asl? ✧ phan

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

Tell Me a Lie-Phan

Tell Me a Lie is a game that's self-explanatory. Dan and Phil are telling each other a lie. Triggers: boyxboy A/N: Not a very good one shot. Sorry. I wrote it a loooong time ago and was saving it for a time like this.

Ghost - Phan (#Wattys2016)

It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea...

Things I wanted you to know (Phan)

Sup bean people, this one will hit you right in the feely weelys Trigger warning *mentions of selfharm and suicidal thinking and eating disorders* stay safe ily It's finished but I update it every now and again... So it's not really finished... Idek

Phanfiction - Wonderboy

Dan is the popular kid at his school. He can have any girl he wants. But then Phil started in his class and everything changed. Now he doesn't want any girl. He wants Phil. But it's tough hiding that you're in love. And it's tough when jealousy takes over. Will they make it?

Tumblr Crush (Phan)

Dan Howell and Phil Lester hate each other. Phil always teases Dan and Dan always yells at Phil. Can Tumblr change that?

Blue Eyes | phan

Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

ocd | phan

The first time I saw him everything in my head went quiet. - short phan one shot based on neil hilborn's poem 'ocd'

Our little girl - Phan

Dan and Phil adopt a little girl. Follow their lives as she grows up and how they cope with her at different ages

Dear Phil | Phan

Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.