paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

Depressed | Phan {EDITING}

"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

Wattpad ➳ Phan [texting]

dan is a massive fan of phil's books on wattpad so he one day decides to draw some fan art for it. lowercase intended. short story.

So I Did (Phan)

I saw a boy today. His names called Phil. I wanted to become friends with him. So I did. Enjoy <3

Read. Phan AU

Danisnotonfire: I really like your videos ^-^ Danisnotonfire: I am not a stalker by the way. I saw your kik in your description. TW: Attempted suicide Told in a series of text messages. Short chapters. I literally spent ONE whole day writing this so it probably isn't amazing. Oh well, enjoy COVER CREDIT TO 21PINECON...

Black Film | Phan (COMPLETE)

Social anxiety ridden Phil Lester meets socially active, energetic, Dan Howell in his film class.

Asexual Howell (Phan AU)

Dan has a partner when he finds out he's asexual. He's always felt not normal towards sex and is shocked when he finds out why, he feels like he will never be normal again. He confides in his girlfriend Paige who seems to take it fine, but it causes a lot of hassle in the relationship. Soon Dan is becoming more and...

Tumblr Crush (Phan)

Dan Howell and Phil Lester hate each other. Phil always teases Dan and Dan always yells at Phil. Can Tumblr change that?

There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smokin...

Identity (Phan)

Dan is definitely beyond nervous to start at the prestigious boarding school, Harrison Academy. He wants to get away from the past and start a new life, where he meets his dorm mate, Phil Lester. Phil is always happy, it seems, and wants the best for everyone, but as he continues to get to know Dan, he realizes that t...

Edit That Bit Out

Dan and Phil have been good at hiding their relationship for the past few years, but what happens when one of them accidentally tells the world about it? Could it be the end of their relationship?

asl? ✧ phan

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...