For Him... [BTS J.JK]

18: Don't go

Trigger Warning: Depictions of attempted suicide, please avoid if uncomfortable.

Your POV

"I-I feel like i'm d-dying" Jungkook sobbed as he buried his face into my chest and clawed at my waist with a tight grip, shoulders shaking as his breath hitched between his awful cries.

"No Jungkook, don't say that" My lips quivered as I held him tightly, fingers carding through his hair and whimpering softly. "Please don't talk like that I know you must be hurt and-"

I gasped as he suddenly pulled away and scrambled back, looking at me with eyes that were of rage galore and blood shot as he glared at me. "You knew.." he whispers and I shake my head.

"You knew" Jungkook looks at me with wide eyes, "you knew that's your fucking brother!" He yelled as I flinched and shook my head again with my eyes screwed shut. "No listen-"

"Why is your brother marrying my wife-" Jungkook stops, breath hitching and grimacing before he corrected himself with a deep breath. "Ex-wife" head hanging pitifully which made my heart clench.

"Jungkook no please, I didn't know okay? I knew she wasn't good but didn't know she'd do that-" my eyes widened and I clasped my mouth shut with both hands, heart hammering in my chest as I watched Jungkook's eyes almost turn lethal.

"You knew her too?" He growled quietly, tone vile and angry. I let out a quiet yelp as he yanked me close, fingers pushing into my skin as I hid a wince and gulped at how close we were. "Did you know her?" He whispered.

"No it's not like that-" my breath hitched as he drawled me in further, our noses almost touching as his heavy and hot breaths mixed with the lingering intoxication fanned against my lips. "Do you know her?!" He demanded as I flinched but kept mum.

"I said-" Jungkook grit his teeth, "do you know her? Huh?!" He shook me and I gave in with a slow nod and a whimper, tears streaming down my face and hiccuping in between cries. "I'm sorry.."

"I know her..I know who she is we used to be best friends but she's not what you think she is Jungkook" I opened my eyes to look at him and gripped tightly at his biceps as his brows pinched together. "She's not good, she's evil Jungkook I swear she's evil and wants nothing but to ruin lives-"

"So you knew her" Jungkook said, nodding his head and his hands loosening from my arms. "and you didn't tell me" he accused and I instantly shook my head and shut my eyes. "You watched me cry, watched me suffer because of her all along" he chuckled but it was humourless.

"No Jungkook I-"

"Was it fun?" He asked and my eyes snapped open as I looked at him with a face twisted in a grimace, heart breaking as I shook my head again with a sob. "Was it fun? Watching me cry in your arms because I was stupid enough to miss her. Was it fun watching my son beg for where his mother was, calling you eomma? How'd it feel stealing someone's role Y/n?"

I covered my ears and sobbed. "I didn't steal anyone's role Jungkook I swear I didn't know this was gonna happen. I had no contact with her whatsoever please, please believe me" I choked out.

"No no you did, you did" Jungkook insisted, "if you didn't know then how is your brother in there marrying her? You know she's my ex wife right?" He said and pointed at the entrance aggressively, coiled up with such misunderstanding that he wasn't even making sense. "He's your brother Y/n, I'm not stupid. You'd know it because-"

"No I did not know! I did not know that Jimin was going to marry her I didn't even know where he was all this time I had no clue! Jungkook!" I shrieked at him angrily, tears running down my cheeks.