Kiss Me If You Can

Chapter 27

Delondon P.O.V

I sat on the floor Indian style packing up the clothes that I would be taking home with me over the winter break. The door opened and in walked Amor. I looked at her and gave her small smile acknowledging her presents.

"Hey boo, what's wrong with you" she asked as she sat down on her bed. I guess I had my sadness written all over my face.

"It been 3 days and I still haven't spoken to Micah. He won't text or call me back" I said sighing. It's been 3 days since I talked to Micah and today was Thursday and I really needed to speak to him now more than ever.

"Damn De, I'm sorry that you have to go through this" she said comforting me. "I don't want to add more stress to you but are going to the appointment tomorrow" she asked. I didn't have an answer for her.

"I wanted to talk to Micah about it first but he won't respond back" I said finally getting up off the floor. "I have called him numerous of time and even went by his place"

"Well bitch did you try telling him that you didn't go through with it yet, I'm pretty sure that'll get you a response, plus if he didn't block you then he ain't to mad" Amor said. I rolled my eyes. See I didn't get the abortion I only went to the doctor to get more information about. When Amor asked did I tell him she was asking did I tell him that I was seriously thinking about it and that an appointment had been made just in case I wanted to go through with it. Her worded was off I guess. I know I shouldn't have let him think that the abortion was already done but he shouldn't have been going through my phone. No matter how tempted I have been to go through his I never did it.

"He shouldn't have went through my phone" I said sitting on my bed pouting.

"Sis y'all about to have a baby, you got bigger problems to worry about rather than the fact that he read your text. You need to talk to him and make a decision. Your appointment is tomorrow and you need a clear head. This is not a simple decision to make and you shouldn't have to make it alone, hell or pay for it alone" Amor said laying back in her bed. I sighed. This bitch is right.

"I hate you" I said out loud. She smirked. She knew she was right and she knew that I knew she was right. Damn I need to go have this conversation with this stupid ass nigga. Maybe keeping the baby won't be such a bad thing. At the moment a light bulb went off in my head.

"Amor" I said. She was already drifting off to sleep when I called her name but she still answered.

"Mmm" she said not opening her eyes.

"My mom will be here to get me Saturday, she is going to take one look at me and tell that I'm pregnant. What the fuck am I going to do" I said damn near in tears. I was so wrapped up in the drama with Micah I forgot that my mom was coming to pick up and that I'll be home for an entire month.

"First of all breath, I'm sure your mom will be very understanding" Amor said finally sitting up in her bed.

"You don't know my mom, she's going to take one look at me and see this baby and then she's going to tell my father" at this point I was full blown crying.

"Pause you got a father" Amor asked genuinely surprised. I mugged her. Um duh bitch. She saw the look on my face "Sorry I just never heard you mention him or talk on the phone to him, like you do your mom". "Are they together" she asked. I started crying even harder. I'm going through a crisis and this bitch is worrying about my dad.

"Him and my mom are not together, and he drives trucks all over the country, so I don't see him except for holidays really" I said in between tears.