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My counsellor said I have depression

Actually wow I hit y'all too hard lemme try again.

I'm sorry y'all but I'm gonna take a mental break from writing bc apparently I'm depressed? (PHAT MOOD)

Jokes aside
I guess it's just been me accumulating stress and overall sadness through the years and finally it all snapped

I've lost motivation like never before
Can't sleep
Don't even register me being hungry
Just feeling hopeless

It's bad

I got a therapist and soon I'll have a psychiatrist

Now using this is a good time to say
Watch your friends, family, even you for signs of distress and or depression.

I never knew I had depression even I thought my feelings were normal
A few friends pointed it out but I took it as a joke

I won't get too into it but just watch your mental health

I put my grades before my own health and it backfired on me
Tragically.

So I've talked to my school counselor and we'll begin changing my schedule so I can have a mental break (which means I get rid of chemistry FUCK YEA)

My counselor also told me another thing, she said "Colleges look for quality not quantity."

So if y'all wanna get into colleges they look at your work, how good you are at stuff, your time management, etc.

Not on how many AP or IB classes you take

So just relax once in a while y'all
I'm going to relax now just a bit

Until next time ✌🏻

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