I'm in Love With a Ghost

Chapter 25

AN: I haven't updated in forever, I am so sorry! I don't even know where this story is going. ARGHHH. Here is another sucky chapter. GUYS I HAVE BEEN SPELLING HIS NAME WRONG THE WHOLE TIME AND I AM SORRY I AM NOT FIXING IT NOW.

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3 Day Later.

The steady beeping of Aiden's heart monitor is the only thing making noise in this small hospital room. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed with my legs crossed as his parents work out the details with the people that hit him. No one is really letting me in on what is going to happen. When he had gotten to the hospital they had taken him right to the OR. His spleen had been ruptured and there had been some other internal damage from what I had picked up from conversations between his father and mother. But I also heard that he will be fine he just need to recover, and for his body to do that he needs sleep. So he will be sleeping for a couple days, maybe even a week. But I want to be here when he wakes up so that I can apologize, and eplain everything.

I can't help but blame myself for this. If he dies it will be my fault. Just like it was my fault Claire died. Everything is my fult now a days. I need to stop talking to people, and just having people I care about all together. All I end up doing is hurting them. 

"Stop thinking like that." I hear Luscious say besides me. He hasn't left my side since the accident. He might leave when I sleep, but I doubt it. I only sleep for a couple hours at a time. I am too busy worrying for Aiden to sleep. I call my family everynight though, to make sure Semiazas hasn't gotten them.

"I can't. It's true anf you know it. I am not going to feed myself lies." I hiss not even looking at him. I have been really rude to him lately, but I can't help it. He keeps lying to me, trying to make me feel better and it is not working. Not to mention he is always here, so I never get any privacy. Not that if I was completely alone I would do anything different. I would just stay here and watch Aiden sleep and wait for him to wake up.

I realize I will always owe him. I will need to die for him to ever make up for this. But I don't think I will ever be able to make this up. 

"Mandy, we need to talk." Luscious tells me. I ignore him, as always and start picking at my nails.

"Fine be that way." Luscious says getting up, and as much as I feel like he is a pain in the butt at the moment. I don't want him to leave. He is the only thing keeping me here, as in alive. Yeah I know a few minutes ago, I was complaining abour wanting privacy but I guess I don't. He;s my rock, I don't want him to leave.

"Wait." I say quietly and he stops walking.

"I'm sorry." I say and I expected myself to start crying or something but instead I just stare blankley at my hand. As if it is the most boring thing in the world, yet the most interesting thing in this room. 

"It's okay." He says coming back and sitting in the chair next to Aiden's bed. I sigh and he sighs too.

"What is it?" I ask. He has been saying we need to talk every single day since he came to school and told me. I just ignored him, thinking it wasn't as important as my friend's almost death. But who knows maybe it is important. Maybe he found the cure to cancer. Oh wait he can't do that, he's dead. I remind myself.

"Semiazas is out to kill you." He says.

"Cool." I say getting up from the bed and laying down across three of the seats next to Aiden's bed because my back started to hurt, and thse chairs are pretty comfortable.

"No not cool, Mandy. If he kills you, he will feed off of your soul for eternity. You will always be in pain, you will never be able to go to Heaven, you won't be able to see your friends and family after they die. You will be stuck on this planet, or worse Hell. Until Semiazas takes over the world and uses you as a slave or if he uses all of your energy, which will leave you writhing in pain until your soul is completely gone."