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DECEMBER 22

irl

the past 4 days have gone by so quickly. now we were at calpurnia's sound check for tonight.

tomorrow is finn and i's birthday and im planning on telling him i love him. i've been meaning to tell him but im scared he won't feel the same. lilly and my mom insist he does due to everything he's done for me.

i was still zoned out until someone wrapped their arms around me. i looked up to see my one and only.

"hey baby." he smiled. he had his guitar around him which made him look 10x times cuter. my heart fluttered.

"you guys are amazing." i say. it was true. it wasn't even the concert yet and they were already smashing it. the songs i wrote fit with their voices perfectly.

as lilly would say: things i did; THAT!

after their 5 minute break, he left me watching them. he made funny faces at me each time he stopped singing. finn really has my heart. i've never felt this way and i wouldn't want it any other way either. he's so pure and sweet to me, how did i get him?

>10:00<
(this is the time they actually played at the concert even tho it started at 8 due to spendtime palace playing first)

the crowd was buzzing as they waited for calpurnia to show up. i was front row along with the IT cast. some fans noticed me and asked for pictures which left me stunned. i felt honored that they wanted to.

suddenly the lights turned off causing everyone to go nuts, including myself. i was excited for everyone to hear them. finn's eye looked straight to mine with a big smile on his face.

that's my boy.

"we're calpurnia!" he yelled. they all introduced themselves and they instantly hit it off by playing 'wasting time' first.

i jumped around as i sang along with them. they played with so much passion, i love it. they even added their own parts by extending the song with guitar solos which i didn't mind at all.

by now they were on there third song. they played wasting time, where's my mind, and wanted you. before they began the next song, finn made the crowd go sliently and they actually did.

"okay so im actually shocked you guys listened to the tweet i made earlier." he said. i was confused because i didn't see him tweet anything.

finn nervously laughed as he sat in the middle of the stage with the microphone in his hand.

"well hello angel. baby, i know you're confused as fuck right now but i just wanted to say that i love you. yeah you heard me. i love you so much angel and i know it's my first time saying it but it's true. im saying it right here, right now because i feel like the whole world has to know i do." he said in one whole breathe.

i felt cheeks instantly heat up and tears brimmed in my eyes. he said it before me.

"well not the whole world right but at least a pretty decent amount right now. anyway, i don't want to feel pressure into saying it back because it's a big step to say it but i've been ready for months and it was time." he continued on.

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