You Capture Me (Servamp)

Chapter 7: your smiling, True smile.

3rd person's pov

Mahiru wake up early in the morning that day. He had a smile on his face as he remembered the times Ash was in his house. He kinda like to admit that he likes seeing Ash around, he didn't know why but its like Ash was his missing pieces to his world. All though he knew that Ash would probably walk away if he finds about Mahiru completely being useless.

Mahiru's pov

I sigh about the fact thinking myself as useless. I mean, I'm not really good at anything and my skills isn't a skill at all. Sure Ash was a great person and an awsome person too, I bet his Girlfriend would be lucky with Him.

I sigh again feeling depressed early in the morning. I grab my phone to check the time its 6:28 in the morning. I keep holding my phone thinking,

Should I text Ash so he will have my number? Or should I just leave it there?

I can't really think about this. Questions Aren't simple they are complicated thats why I hate them. I kinda like nice and simple things not Simple-complicated things. Like math, all though math is simple because its just Numbers and some X and Y but Its complicated to solve. Like this questions in my head. They're simple questions, but since I'm alone no one would answer those questions but me, myself and I.

I shrug it and maybe text him some.

To: Ash

Hey Ash, Good morning its mahiru. I'm greatful for yesterday. Thanks for saving me 😊

I like that text, its simple. But I had this nervous feeling and a thought of what if Ash gave me a wrong number? What if he doesn't like to see me again? What if I'm boring to be with?

I sigh again, I mess up my hair and groan. This stupid question is making me feel nervous. I decided to got up, set my phone aside and do my usual rutein.

Make some lunch, take a bath and wear school uniform, fix my things and be ready to go to school.

I don't eat breakfast because everytime I eat alone my appetite of eating is Always at lost. When My father is here, My mind won't let me eat because it keep saying that i rather eat alone than to eat with him. Yet its true. Thats what I feel, but either way when he is here he keep shooinb me away treating me like a slave.

I know I deserve it because Its my fault why my mother die that day. Its my whole fault. I'm totally useless.

I sigh again and walk towards the school. Next thing I know An arm encircle my neck.I look to who is it and saw a happy go lucky Sakuya.

"Hey Sakuya." I called and gave a little smile.

"Good Morning sunshine, You look good but.... why the frown in face?" Sakuya said happily. I punch his stomach not that hard, well My punches are not that strong considering how weak my body is.

"Told you not to call me sun shine!" I almost yelled and gave a slight glare.

"Ok, ok princess." He said as he held his hands up like surrendering.

"Don't call me princess either!" i glare at him.

"Ok, geez calm down." Sakuya said and gave me a smile.

"Deh? Whats with frown earlier? Something going on your mind?"

He ask I look down. I couldn't possibly tell him about how I met Ash and well Thinking that Ash might not like me and leave me because I'm useless. I just sigh.