Invincible sensations [KageHina AU]

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"Hinata, you need to eat breakfast." My mother says from the kitchen as I sit in the living room. I've been trying to figure out a way to get out of the house alone. I want to meet Kageyama. I don't know who he is, but Im sure theres a reason why I keep thinking of him. 

"I left your breakfast on the table, the nurse will be here soon so please try to eat before she gets here." She says as she gets ready to head out to work. She takes my younger sister and leaves out the door.

Every morning I step outside, to see if I can make it to the bottom of the stairs without falling. I haven't left this house since I got back from the hospital. The most i've gotten to leave was out to the front porch. But my mother wont give up and let me out. 

Today I made it down two steps before slipping onto my ass. I wince at the pain, using my hands and arms to get me back up at the top. If I cant make it down five steps on my own, I wont be able to even make it far out enough to get to the park. I met him at the park in my dream, so maybe he will be there now too.

KAGEYAMA'S POV

After my morning runs, I  always get this feeling that I'm missing something. I grab my things and head to school. Passing the same street everyday. The first house has a family of five, they seem happy and loving whenever I see them outside of their house. The second house belongs to what it looks like, and old couple. They're always sitting outside, staring up at the sky. The third house has a family of three, a mother with her two kids. One looks like he can't walk, but they seem happy. The fourth one is vacant and abandoned. 

Everyone continues their life, either alone or with family. So what am I missing to make me feel this way. Every time I sleep I have a vague description of a person. They're a happy person, I'm not sure what makes them so special to me. 

I've never had any interest in people, but the last couple of months suddenly they have been burned into my mind. Unable to forget them. I want to meet this person, but I don't know where to begin to look. 

I need to stop day dreaming and hurry to school.

HINATA'S POV

Like always the nurse lets herself in with the key my mother gave her, she starts by cleaning up the dining table, then continuing on the dishes. I roll myself back to the living room, reaching out to grab the tv remote. 

I flip through the channels to look for something to watch before the nurse begins exercising me. 

Apparently the doctors didn't realize about my paralysis until after they discharged me the first time. They expected me to be up and walking again quickly. But my legs just won't work as well because of how long I spent in a coma. They said I should be able to walk within a year or two. But I need to start walking as soon as possible. 

Once the nurse is done cleaning up she pulls me away from the tv and takes me into another room. She shuts the door behind her, locking it. I know what happens when she locks the door, and I try my best to keep my eyes shut and not let out a sound. 

She  starts by taking off her pants, and unbuttoning her shirt. Exposing every ounce of skin on her body. I sit with my head down, hoping that today will be the day that my mom will come home early. To help me out of this situation. To stop this. She lifts the back wheels of the wheelchair off the ground, causing me to start slipping off. I grip on to the handles, I don't want this.. Tears are running down my cheeks. 

She shakes the wheelchair while keeping it angled off the ground, causing me to lose my  grip on the handles.

"You would think by now you'd be used to this. This is only our twelfth exercise session, we still have so many more to go!" She says as she finally has me on the ground.

"I've told you.. I don't want this..." I whimper out. A slap is what I get, her facial expression is in disgust.

"Who're you to tell me what I can't do to you, I'm you're elder, have respect." she clutched a bunch of my hair and holds my face up to look at her. I keep my eyes shut. "C'mon.. you can't say you don't like this." She says as she runs her hands up my length over my pants. "Your body is telling me you do like this. Awww look at how cute it is. Its so excited that it's twitching. Hmmmm, what if I do this."

I let out a moan, completely disgusted in myself, as she pressed her thumb down on the tip. Why doesn't this stop.

The doorbell rings, causing the nurse to immediately stop what shes doing. She groans as she puts her clothes back on. "Who the hell is ruining my fun time." She walks out to get the door, leaving the door open.

I wipe my face of my tears and use my arms to pull myself back onto my wheelchair. I quickly head to the door and peak my head out to see where shes at. She stepped out, leaving the front door cracked open. I quickly roll myself over to the back door. I'm right in front of the ramp. Scared that if I go down to fast I'll hurt my hands and fall over, but without thinking I quickly push myself down. Falling out of my chair and onto the ground. Pushing through the pain I  stand up my wheel chair and pull self onto it. I begin to roll myself towards the backyard gate. Unlocking it and slowly rolling out. If she's still outside she'll see me and bring me back inside.

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