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Beautiful/ suga

I looked in the mirror again. I'm so fat. I'm so ugly. I'm so not beautiful.

I took off my shirt to see all the wipe marks, scars, bruises that won't go away.

Why is he dating me?!

I'm so gross

All the boys know it.

All the army knows it

But why won't it get through his mind?

He calls me pretty all the time.

Calls me the prettiest girl he has ever seen all the time.

Calls me the strongest girl all the time.

Calls me wonderful all the time.

Calls me baby girl all the time.

Calls me great all the time.

But why does he not understand that I'm none of that?

But why does he not get that I'm ugly?

By why does he not get that I'm weak?

But why does he not get that I'm a failure?

But why does he not get that I'm not worth calling baby girl?

But why does he not get that I'm awful?

I cried out thinking all about it. I wanted to run away from it all. I wanted to be beautiful.

I put back on my shirt and walked to my bed.

"I want to be pretty."

"I want to be great."

"I want to be strong."

"I want to be worth called baby girl."

"I want to be wonderful."

"I want to be happy."

"I want to be a model."

"I want, I want, I want!"

"And you are pretty." Someone said from the door

I looked over for see Yoongi

"And you are great."

"And you are strong."

"And you are worth calling baby girl."

"And you are wonderful."

"And you are happy."

"And you are a model with that damn body of yours."

"And you are beautiful."

He sat down and pulled me into a hug.

"Baby please stop saying all these things about you." He said

"I don't feel pretty. I'm never going to be." I said.

"Yes you are. I promise you!" He said.

"I love you." He said.

"And I have a beautiful girlfriend." He said kissing me.