Jin is a happy person...right? Or are you wrong? Jin is a 'happy' K-idol that takes care over his band members. Little did they know that Jin is tired of living. Later on he get scolded during their dance practice. After that he couldn't take it.
...
After Jin told us the truth we all stayed quiet. We made our Jin depressed. We broke Jin. I felt tears threatening to fall. I love him but we all know he loves Jungkook more. I want to fix him but afraid to break him even more.
(pfft)
*Later*
We were in the van on our way to the dorm. I was going to call Yoongi and tell him what Jin told us but I thought that it was too soon. I feel bad. I blame myself for breaking Jin.
He's our brother.
He took care of us.
We didn't.
Instead, we broke him.
Broke him until he couldn't take it anymore.
I regret yelling at him. Yelling why can't he be perfect. I saw him twitching while he was sleeping. Poor Jin. I leaned towards his ear.
'Sorry Jin.I'm really sorry'
*Jin POV*
"So you finally told them what you are?"
I hummed in response
"So they finally know that you're a monster?"
"Yeah."
"I want to leave this place. I want to leave the darkness."
"You can't escape!"
I feel arms wrapping around me. I try to run but fail. I couldn't breathe. Help me.
"I'm sorry Hyung I'm really sorry."
"Why are they sorry? It's my fault that I messed up."
I woke up in the van and noticed that we arrived at the dorms. I sigh. I wonder if I can try to be normal nothing will hurt me anymore. I should try at least. I once we got into the dorms I ran up to Jungkook and hugged him. "Jungkookie~" I remember that I used to hug him when we first started BTS. (<- I don't know if that's true but OH WELL) I saw him blushing hard. "Jungkookie,why are you so cute?" He was beet red. "Hyungs, is this one of the side effects?" "Nope!" I said as I smile. I feel warm.
Is this how you feel when your normal?
If so then I want to feel this forever.
*Jungkook POV*
Jin just hugged me. He hugged me while whispering into my ear "Jungkookie~" "Jungkookie,why are you so cute?" I felt myself heating up. "Jin,is this one of the side effects?" "Nope!" He said while smiling. As he let go I felt kind of sad. Although I almost died I felt happy being embraced by him. I decided to lay down on my bed because I had nothing to do. I put on my headphones and then fell asleep.
Later, I heard someone lay down next to me. "Jungkookie, I love you but I'm not sure if you love me back." I heard Jin say. I wanted to tell him I loved him to but afraid of what the others might say. Suddenly, I felt arms wrap around me. I felt myself heating up. Ahhh why did he have hug me right now. A few minutes past and guessing he is sleeping I decided to sleep.
*In the morning *
I woke up to my face only 2 inches away from mine.(HMMMM This seems familiar....) I felt my self wanting to get closer to his lips. I don't want to wait I put my lips onto his.
(Well then my job is done!)
*Jin POV*
I fell asleep on Jungkook's bed. While I was sleeping I felt something on my lips. I opened my eyes to see Jungkook's face only 1/2 an inch from mine. He kissed me.
"It was probably an accident. He doesn't love you!"
Either way my lips are touching his.
Why is Jungkook so cute?
I sat up and went straight to the restroom.
*Few minutes later*
I laid down next to the sleeping Jungkook.
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I don't know why but when ever I'm with him I get this warm feeling. Is this what they call love? If so I want to be with Jungkook for ever.
A/N
Yeahhhh I know I said 'Except more updates...' Well last week I had a child...
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Tokio!
Yeah sorry.... I can't use my new pet as an excuse for my laziness...
