Supernatural One shots

The Attempt (Cas)

As you laid on the bathroom floor with pills spilled out in your hands, sleeping pills. You had been crying for hours. You felt like you were completely alone. You couldn't help but think at both Sam and Dean were pissed at you. You looked down, at the scars on your wrist, and the pills in your hand. You looked over to see the bathroom door swing open. Both Sam and Dean were standing there. Dean quickly stood you up and snatched the pills from your hand.

"No!" you screamed at them. "Just leave me alone!" You quickly grabbed your jacket and ran out of the bunker. You heard Sam and Dean come after you, and you quickly dashed off before they could find you. You ran into the woods, and sat beside a tree. You pulled your knees to your chest and cried in them.

After a few hours, you finally got up, and started walking in the forest, trying to find a place to end it all. You heard a twig snap behind you, and you turned around, seeing if it was Sam or Dean. Nobody was there. When you turned back around, you ran into Castiel.

"Y/n what are you doing," he said as you pulled you into him.

You began crying into him and started hitting him on his chest, to let you go. "Leave me alone cas. Everyone hates me and they would be better off if I was just dead!" you shouted at him.

Cas looked at you, as you tilted his head to the side. "Y/n we love you. Sam and Dean have been searching for you since you left. They called me and I came out here as fast as I could."

You shook your head and looked down. You started crying again, and Cas pulled you into his chest. "I love you, y/n. Do not do that again," he said as he lifted your chin and kissed you sweetly. When he pulled away, you felt two of his fingers on your forehead. He was healing the cuts the covered your arms.

You nodded at him and laid your head on his chest, "Thanks Cas. I love you too."