Chapter 37 : All Wrong

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Lena woke up to an empty bed . She frowned for a second before remembering what happened between the two yesterday .

Lena got up and made herself breakfast . Eating her toast in one hand a cup of tea in the other . The Brit wondered what the noirette was doing in her room . She shook her thoughts off . They were no longer together , Lena knew she had no right in knowing so .

Just then , Winston called all thr agents through the intercom . "All agents please go to the conference room." Winston said . Lena put all the dishes in the sink and exitted her dorm room . Internally , Lena wished that she would see the noirette walk out too . Unfortunately , she didn't .

Lena walked to the conference room , rather early .

Soon all the agents came in . Except Scorpion . Y/n . "Anyone know where Y/n is?" Winston asked and everyone their head . "She must still be asleep . Hana , go and wake her up please." Winston asked and Hana nodded before leaving .

"Its not like Y/n to be late." Lena whispered .

"What happened Lena?" Winston asked , sensing something went on between them . "I-I broke it off with her." Lena stuttered . The rest of the agents gasped . "Why?" Winston asked . "Haven't you noticed that she keeps on getting kidnapped or injured . For me . I had too." Lena's voice cracks at the end . The agents understood and kept quiet .

Winston comforted the Brit , when Hana barged into the room .

"She's not there." the gamer panted . Lena seemed panicked . "Where could she be then?" Winston thought . "I know." Reaper said . "Where Gabe?" Soldier asked . "Her old place."

Meanwhile , Y/n woke up to the worst headache she had ever had . Y/n groaned as she struggled to think straight . She took her third advil today in hopes of easing her headache but to avail .

Y/n went over to her ipod on thr counter and put on a song , calming herself . It was still there . Thr pain .

Just then , Habits by Tove Lo started to play . Y/n hated it . How all the words fitted her situation perfectly .

I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay

Y/n knew how it felt . How much a broken heart feels . What they need .

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I gotta stay
I gotta stay

I gotta stay high all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you

Y/n couldn't take it . She trashed her apartment . Slamming a cup on the wall , shattering it . The song played in the background as she broke her place and a little bit of herself .

Y/n broke almost every single glass object in her house . Pictures of her were torn apart .

Y/n sat in the middle of it all . The torn pictures , broken glass and ruined home . The song was still going on and Y/n couldn't help but sing along .

Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain
Ooh

Staying in my play pretend
Where the fun ain't got no end
Ooh
Can't go home alone again
Need someone to numb the pain

The rest of the song played as Y/n cried .

Her arms wrapped around her legs . She needed something to drink . Standing up , Y/n looked at her bloody hands and the blood that was on the floor . Not wanting to clean it up she left it there .

The noirette put on a simple T-shirt , ripped jeans and sneekers . Y/n washed her bloody hands , making herself seem less like a murderer .

Y/n got out her apartment and went to the nearest bar . Upon arroving , she was met with only a few people in the bar . Some past out , some confused as to where the were . Y/n wished she could wake up with amnesia . Not knowing who she was and the pain she endured .

"What can I get you?" the bartender asked . "Just a bottle." Y/n said . Thr bartender nodded and left to take her drink .

While Y/n waited , she noticed a familiar red head in the distance . Emily . Y/n rolled her eyes and turned her head but what she said caught her attention . "Thanks , I don't even know why I wasted my time with her . She was just in a hero organisation." Y/n knew what she meant immediately .

Clenching her fists , Y/n walked up to Emily and put her in a choke hold . "If she weren't , your sorry butt would have been burnt at the stake." Y/n growled . Emily struggled to get free , the mysterious girl trying to pry Y/n off of her . "You were lucky to have her." Y/n spay before letting her go .

Emily gasped for air while the other girl helped her . Y/n walked away but was stopped when Emily spoke .

"Is that why your here ? Cause she left you?" Emily asked . Y/n shut her eyes tightly before breathing out calmly . "Well , is it?" Emilt challenged . Y/n grunted and lost it .

She ran back to Emily and punched her .

Y/n was on Emily , throwing punches . Eventually the noirette was pulled back and Y/n spat at the red head .

Y/n took her drink , paid for it then left . Y/n knuckles were bloody and bruised . She then remembered Overwatch didn't know where she was , but that would mean seeing Lena . Y/n shook her head and drank her drink .

She would take a sip every time her mind drifted to the noirette which was pretty often . Soon enough , she finished her drink and she threw it away .

Y/n looked at the time and decided to go back to her apartment . Unaware of who was there .

Tragic . See ya !!
-Canine🐾

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