I Won't Regret

Chapter 49

Sanyukta's eyes became moist to saw him that much vulnerable. Her heart ached to listening all his miserable past. But she knows that it's not the right time to lamented, it's the time to be strong. She has to be strong for him.

"It's okay Randhir, it's absolutely fine. You aren't guilty, you had your own reasons. So please don't be feel guilty." Sanyukta said and caressing his hairs when Randhir said.

"No Sanyukta am not guilty, am ashamed for my deeds. I....I cheated on you, I broke your heart, I'm sorry." He said between his sobs.

"Randhir tell me one thing did you slept with any girl after our marriage?" She asked when Randhir broke the hug and look at him shockingly.

This question of her made him stunt. What if she doesn't believe him and leave him. He knows that he already did wrong in his past life and he can't change it now. He hurts her where it's hurt's the most. He cheated on her to hiding all this things before their marriage but the things were not in his favour then and he is ready for the consequences but definitely not the cost of her.

"No Sanyukta I didn't cheated on you and our marriage. I respect you and our marriage so I can never think about it. I know am not a good person and not perfect for you but am not that cheap who cheated on you. I love you so much that I can never thought to cheat on you. I love you and don't want to loose you. Trust me Sanyukta. You know Vidushi was with me but I never touched her after met with you. I felt disgusted when she used to came closer to me or trying to touch me. Cause....cause I love you Sanyukta from the core of my heart. Maybe I take so much time to accept it but my heart was only beating for you Sanyukta." He said with moist eyes.

His voice reflected the honesty and his eyes reflected immense love for her. She can feel it. Maybe he already lost his virginhood but still he is hers.

"Then why did you said that you cheated on me?" Sanyukta asked slowly.

"Cause I has to told you the truth before our marriage which I didn't. I hide truth from you Sanyukta and that was cheating." He said lowering his lashes when Sanyukta smiled in satisfaction.

"No Randhir you didn't cheated on me. It's the time who was not in your favour then, so please don't blame yourself." She said when Randhir look at her directly.

"Sanyukta I love you and only love you. It's you who can touch my heart not my body only like those other girls." He said when Sanyukta forced a smile.

"Sanyukta I know you must be feeling bad but I want to confess something. Yes I had sex with several girls and they are highly satisfied me cause we had SEX only and only that. And trust me I never made love to anyone, if I had to something then it's simply sex." Randhir said when Sanyukta's eyes filled with fresh tears and she look down to hide that.

Randhir said that she must be feeling bad but the fact is his every word killing herself from inside. She felt miserable to listening all this. Every woman wants to be the first woman in his man's life and she aren't different. But the thing is he wasn't cheated on her and she herself knows all the truth but still it's hurt's her so much don't know why! She gulped own pain down when she heard him to say.

"But now am in love with my wife deeply, madly and truly. And will always love you till my last breath Sanyukta." Randhir said when Sanyukta look at him in amazement.

"And maybe you aren't the first girl in my life but I promise you that you'll be the last girl in my life." Randhir said when Sanyukta just hugged him tight.

"I love you Randhir." She said between her sobs as she don't control her tears anymore.

"I love you too Sanyukta more than anything." He said caressing her back when she smiled between her tears.