finding out he's a wolf
"Please?" I pleaded.
"Y/N you know I would if I could, but I can't." Seth, my boyfriend, explained for about the thousandth time.
"Seth, why can't you tell me?!" I asked, getting more irritated with his secrecy.
"It's not my secret to tell, Y/N!" he said.
"Okay, you're making no damn sense! If it has something to do with you, it is your damn secret to tell! Come on, Seth." I begged one final time.
"Y/N, I just can't." he said with a sigh.
"I'm done with this shit, Seth. Both you and Leah started keeping some big ass secret that y'all don't want to tell anybody and so, I'm done." I said, pushing myself off of the Clearwater's couch.
"Y/N, please don't do this to me. I can't lose you." Seth pleaded, grabbing my hand.
"We're not supposed to keep secrets from each other, Seth. I haven't ever kept anything from you, I expected the same."
With that, I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door.
~
I stayed at home all weekend, not doing my traditional Saturday movie with Seth. I didn't know if we were broken up or just in the middle of an argument or what, but it sucked.
One thing that did give me some happiness is that Seth didn't give up. He was relentless. For the past two days, he had blown my phone up with texts and even more calls.
I heard a knock on my door while I was getting ready for school Monday morning.
I knew who it was before I got there but my heart still did a little leap when I opened the door and saw him again.
Even though he looked like shit.
"Y/N." he said, taking me in.
Hell, I probably didn't look too good either.
See, when I said that I was getting ready for school, I actually meant I was frantically looking for my last pair of black sweatpants and my hair hadn't been properly combed/brushed in the past three days.
"Seth, its good to see you." I said honestly.
"You too, baby." he replied.
"Y/N, I'm ready to tell you." he said, extending his hand out.
I took it without hesitation.
We hopped in his mom's car and started back towards the reservation.
~
Seth led me to a patch of woods not far from Sam and Emily's place.
He took my hands in his.
"I know this is unfair of me to ask, but please don't freak out when everything is out in the open." he laughed, nervously.
"Seth, come on. It can't me that bad, can it?" I asked, rubbing my thumbs over his knuckles.
"Well....." he laughed.
"You're a dog person, right, baby?" he asked, walking away from me.
I looked behind me to check to see if there was anybody to help my poor little Seth, because he had apparently lost it.
"I mean yes, but I don't see how that has anything to -" I turned back to see a gigantic, sandy colored wolf in front of me.
"Oh, my holy shit!" I screamed.
And I guess the universe thought this was some low budget, horror movie shit because my dumbass literally tripped over my own damn feet.
The wolf didn't try to pounce or attack or anything. He just looked at me.
Then he started backing up and retreated back into the woods. I took this time to run back to Emily and Sam's. I ran into their house, where all of our friends were.
"Guys, I just saw this big ass wolf out in the woods. It was like, I don't even fucking know! And, I don't even know what the hell happened to Seth! I think it might've eaten his ass!" I explained, breathlessly.
Just then, Seth came running up to the house.
"Holy shit, Seth! I thought that thing ate you!" I told him as I forced him into the tightest hug I could give.
"Y/N, that's kinda what I wanted to talk to you about." he said, shuffling me back to look at me.
He took me out to the porch steps.
"Seth, that big ass wolf might come back." I said, frantically looking over my shoulder.
"I don't think it will." he said, pulling me down to sit with him on the step.
"Baby, that wolf was actually me." he said, completely serious.
"What?" I asked, I must've heard that wrong.
"I'm that wolf. I'm a werewolf or shapeshifter, if you will. All of us are: me, Leah, Paul, Jacob, Jared, Quil, Sam, all of us." he tried to explain.
"Seth, baby. What in the actual fuck are you talking about?" I asked, extremely worried about my boyfriend's mental
Seth, with the help of Leah, explained everything to me and Leah assured me that the wolf today was in fact Seth.
"Holy, shit." I said, exhausted from today's event.
"I know it's a lot to take in and I get if you just need some time or whatever you-," he started.
"So, you, Seth Clearwater turn into a giant, vampire fighting, wolfie soldier at will?" I interrupted.
"And we're kinda soulmates," he laughed.
I sat there, in between the Clearwaters, who were werewolves, in front of a house full of werewolves.
"So, like, are you going let me ride on your back or what?"
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