I actually wrote this for Oliveo5Ever :) who is a amazing smol bean just like the rest of my readers so I wanted you guys to read it too :)
I sat in my room staring up at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried. Memories kept flashing into my eyes as I remembered what I did for HYDRA. I got out of bed and walked to the kitchen to try the warm milk method. I grabbed a glass cup and placed it back to it's original spot. A memory flooded my mind again.
Flashback to about 2 years ago
"You are supposed to do what I say you worthless scum" the 'doctor' yelled at me.
"I don't follow anyone's direction." I said being a smartaleck.
"Well how bout I show you then?" he said he took the nearest thing he had which just so happened to be a glass bottle. He smashed off the end and stabbed my stomach just enough to pierce the skin. I screamed in pain as the 'doctor' laughed.
End of flashback
I opened my eyes widely and walked into the counter. I felt hot tears stream down my eyes as I started to cry. I grabbed a plastic cup from inside the cupboard. I opened the fridge and tried to grab milk but another memory flooded my mind.
Flashback 3 weeks ago
I sat in my cell freezing. I was trapped in Siberia and I was only fed 3 times a week.
"Oh Y/n~" A sickly sweet voice said. I went closer and closer to the corner of my cell.
"It's time for your freezing exercise~" the voice said. I ran out of room to go back on. The lady grabbed my face and examined it. She clicked her tongue.
"You have only a bruise." the lady said dissatisfied. "Don't worry we'll fix that." she said with and evil smirk on her face.
They dragged me to a large machine that had a large container of liquid nitrogen on top of it.
"Now darling, we are going to freeze your arm off and the cut it off because we wouldn't want you to have an ordinary arm now would we?" she said. I squirmed as they strapped my arm down.
"Now Y/n this will only hurt a little. Wait what am I saying it's going to be torcher for you." she said while smirking evilly. I screamed as they poured the liquid nitrogen onto my arm. When they were done my arm was blue and frozen.
"Now the easy part~" She said in a sing song voice. She took a butcher knife and cut off my arm from my shoulder. At this point I was only sub conscious of my surroundings. They strapped me onto a table and dragged me to the operation room.
Flashback over
I looked at my arm which was now made with vibranium. I walked out of the kitchen and into the living room. I didn't live alone of course S.H.E.I.L.D said I was too unstable to live on my own so I lived with Peter. I was guessing he was asleep because it WAS alone 3 in the goddamn morning.
"Y/n?" I heard a voice ask I turned my head to see Peter standing next to the couch.
"Hey..." I whispered quietly.
"Why are you awake?"
"I never fell asleep. What about you?"
"Working on my costume. I ripped it."
I nodded slowly. He sat down next to me not walking too fast. Peter was my 'supervisor' he made sure I didn't try to do anything obscured like jump off a building or something like that. I placed my head on his shoulder as he grabbed my hand.
"Did you take your medicine?" He asked quietly.
"I took my last pill at 1am." I said. I felt him kiss my human hand.
"We'll have to get more later then." He mumbled.
"I tried to go to sleep but memories just kept flowing through." I said hoping my voice didn't crack.
"You're supposed to come to my room if that happens." Peter said calmly.
"I'm sorry. I just didn't want to bother you." I said I had tears in my eyes now.
"Hey it's okay. I'm here to help you remember that." He said as he hugged me. I hugged back and started to cry into his shirt.
"Ssh Ssh it's okay you're here and I will never let anything happened to you." Peter whispered. I started to feel drowsy and my eyes felt heavy. I tried to keep them open and I knew that Peter knew too.
"Go to sleep Y/n I'll still be here with you in the morning." He whispered. I finally gave in. The last words I heard from Peter were "I love you".
