I sat on the couch just watching tv. I wanted to go out so I opened the door and Johnny was standing right outside as if he was about to knock on the door.
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"Hey jess." He said. "Johnny what are you doing here?" I asked. "I'm not sure." He said. "Are you okay ?" I asked. "I've been better." He said. "Come in." I said. "How was your trip?" He asked . "It was good . Leonardo and I went to an island and it was nice but it was a little isolated." I said. "How is he?" He asked. "He's good." I said. "I came here because I want you back ." He said . I started "Johnny I ca-" "I know but why can't it go back to the way it was where we were together and Leonardo was just my bestfriend why can't we go back ?" He sighed. "Leonardo has feelings too Johnny . I've had these feeling for him for a long time and-" he cut me off with a kiss . I slapped him. "I'm sorry I shouldn't of done that." He said. "Johnny we just can't be together ." I said. "We we're together once ." He said as he held my cheek. I pulled his hand off. "It's never been perfect Johnny I've always felt this gap . Like if he could do this and that then maybe . I'm not telling you to change. I just don't love you." I said. I was breaking his heard into a million peices. "If you feel that way fine. You won't have to fucking worry about me every again." He said. "Johnny please ." I said. "No fuck you Jessica . Your telling me that you basically you were never in love with me !" He said. "I cared about you . I still care about you." I said. He kissed me again . He then kissed my neck. "Johnny stop . Johnny stop ." I cried . "Why can't you love me like I love you ." He cried . "You hurt me Johnny . I forgave you but I hurt you too. You don't hurt the people you love ." I said. "I don't care that your with Leonardo . I just want you. I don't care if he's hurt ." He said. "Remember our first date?" I said. "Yeah. What a fucking mess like everything else ." He chuckled . "You told me that girls hurt Leo and I don't want to be that girl . Johnny you're gonna find someone who loves you. I'm sorry Johnny if I hurt you. I really am. It's your choice to believe me. "I'll be back one day when you see that Leonardo isn't everything like he thought he was. But baby if you ever have trouble just call me. I'm your friend . I'll be here if you need me." He kissed my forehead and left.
A few hours later. Leonardo came home a few hours later. It was almost 11pm and he wasn't answering his phone . "Hey babe ." He said and tried to kiss me. "What's wrong ?" He asked. "Where were you?" I asked. "I was out babe." He said . I got up . "Why are you so mad at me?" He asked. "You know I have fuckin trust issues Leo ." I said. "And what does that have to do with what I asked you?" He said. "Why can't you tell me where you were?" I said. "I was with my ex." He said. "Did you sleep with her?" I asked . "No I would never do that to you." He said . "Then why were you over there?" I asked. "She thinks she's pregnant ." He said. I stood in shock. My whole world was crashing . "Johnny came here today." I said . "Why didn't you call me I don't want you around him." He said. "Your phone was off ." I said. "What did he say ?" He said. "He wants to get back together." I said. "What did you say." He said . "I said I couldn't be in relationship where you're constantly hurting each other . I told him that I loved you and he broke down ." I said. "You loved me." He said. "Can you stop ." I said. "Stop what?" He said. "Stop with what ever your trying to say Leonardo . I haven't left you and I'm not planning on it anytime soon but if you really think that's who am you can leave" I said and went to my room . He followed behind me and grabbed my waist . "Stop." I said. "Baby I love you . I'm not going to leave you . If she is pregnant then we'll figure it out. I'm in love with you ." He said . "No I'm in the way . You want to be a family . I belong with Johnny ." I cried. "Stop saying that. You know I sacrificed everything for you." He said. "Like what your 'insurance company ' everyone thinking you fucked me on the job. " I said. "You know fucking feel this way we can just break up." He said . "No can you just hold me ." I said I hugged him. Why is everything so fucked up.