Baek Seung Jo Diary [COMPLETED]

Baek Seung Jo Diary 6

Carrying you who are bleeding, running with all my might to the hospital.

At that moment, I can only think of one things, you have to be alright.Oh Ha Ni, you are such an energetic kid, you'll be alright. My heart starts to acknowledge thousands of thoughts like this.

Stupid irritating Oh Ha Ni, you still get into such a big trouble in the end!

Looking at you crying, this is the first time I know that it's possible to cry for others.

Looking at you sniffing to control your tears, this is the first time I know that others pain can also become mine. Like this, the pain will also only be half.

Like the Little Match Girl fairy-tale we read when we are young, peeing around because she's envious of all the warmth in others home, it's like she's able to get tons of energy from that mild warmth coming through the window, I also got the energy from the warm window.

Of course I know that if I rush to the interview right after sending you to the hospital, but I kept thinking that what if you woke up in the unfamiliar hospital, I also worry about you, this timid.

You will probably feels sad if you are alone...

In the end it's still like before. In just few days, says that because you felt sorry, wouldn't eat anything, avoid seeing me. In the end even says that you want to leave the hour, packing your luggage and prepare to leave. Luckily! I was waiting outside the door. Silly Oh Ha Ni!

To be honest, to me, University or top notch University means nothing tome. If I really wants to learn anything, I can learn it myself, don't have to be in University.

I'm sick of the expectation from the adult because of the word genius, I also hate all the rules in society that are pulling us around.There's really nothing I want to learn, also nothing that I'm interested in.

But now, all I want is to live my life with more interest. Now with my unconcerned character, it's impossible for me to bring happiness to others. But I was really influenced bu this interesting thought from Ha Ni, I already walk into his kind life unknowingly.

I rejected everyone request to take photo, but still got caught my Oh Ha Ni in the end.

It still feels very awkward to take photo now. I've been force by mom to take countless photo since young, but from then onward, I already close my heart from this world. I dislike forcing myself to smile,and because of my mom, in all the photos, my expression all looks so stiff.

But today is a little different. To help her in-front of Rose who always bullied her, I peeled off the cool me, just take it as giving this kid a present.

"Thank You" she said, even feel so happy bu just taking a photo. How can I just let her off like this, haha.

"Customer, please take 8,800 won!"