The Wall of Uncertainty

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The dark shadow of a teacher looms over me,
In this endless void of numb feelings.
"Why may I ask did you not do you're homework,
What were you doing because you could not have been just staring at a wall all day?"
The truth so close to being said,
But not one word uttered out of my mouth.
"Do you want to be like you're brother and not get any good grades and fail?"
I hate him!
I hate him so so much!
My brother is my freakin little angel!
I hate failing my mom would have wanted my to try my hardest!
And what the fuck!
The truth is I was staring at freaking wall all day!
I just lost my mom a couple months ago and you are being to hard on me.
I can't think strait,
Yet you push me past my breaking point.
Are you happy know,
Because I have given up trying in you're class.
I will accept the F with open arms,
But I just can't deal.
Can't deal with the pain,
So to the wall I stare.
Day in and day out,
The wall is my friend.
The wall of my thoughts,
The wall of my uncertainty in continuing to live.

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