Adopted By BTS

Chapter 34: Appa?

Jimin's (girl) POV

I woke up earlier than usual. It was about 3:30 in the morning but I woke up from a nightmare. I had a nightmare that BTS left me and Nayoung. I do fear that sometimes. Because they are busy and sometimes I feel tgey are better off without us, ot without me. I would never say something like that to tgem though, I would never wabt Nayoung to fear something like that. She's too young to worry. I was lying in bed just thinking about it. What I would do without BTS, without Samuel, without Ha Ni, without YoSang. Without everyone. Before I knew it I was crying. Tears were streaming down my face like rushing water. So much sadness took over me. I looked over to my clock and it was only 3:45 now. Time was going in slow motion, but in a bad way. Everything felt sad, even the happiest thoughts were covered with sadness. I buried my face in my pillow and cried for what seemed like hours. I looked at the clock and it was 5:30 now. I didn't feel like talking to anyone, or doing anything. I just cried and cried until I heard the front door open. I didn't really care though. Soon I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and tgen a knock on my door. I just hid my face and heard the door open. Someone sat on my bed and shook me. "Jimin, wake up," they said and from the voice I heard it was Samuel. I didn't want him to see me cry. He sat closer and said, "Jimin, you have to get ready for school," he turned my head to face him and saw my red face and tears stained cheeks. "Jimin, whats wrong?" "I-I, I was thinking, about sad things," "well why would you do that," "I was thinking about it and then it wouldn't go away," he pulled me close and hugged me. I felt so saft and the tears started to fall again. He pat my head abd shushed me. "It's okay, its okay, I'm here." After a little while I calmed down and took a fast shower. I got all ready for school. I didn't eat, I just wasn't in the mood. Kookie was still sick so we went off to school alone. Samuel locked our fingers and said, "so, if you don't mind, what were you thinking about earlier?" "I was thinking about, if my Oppas left us, like couldn't take care of us anymore since they are very busy," "they would never do that to you, they love you," I smiled slightly at his sweet words. "Gomowo," "Anytime," we walked to school and finally got to school. "Hey let's go to the library, to be alone," he said, and I agreed. When we got to the library, hew as write there was no one there. We sat at a table and Samuel took my hand and said, "so how are you doing," "I'm great, as long as I'm with you," he smiled and said, "same goes for me," I smiled back and kissed his cheek quickly. A few minutes later the bell rang and we had to go to class. I got in class and I saw Ha Ni had taken ByungHo's desk and he had moved over to the other side of the class. The first few classes went quite quickly and it was already lunch. We all sat at our table together but a teacher came up to us and said, "Is there a Jimin here?" "Ah, ne, that's me," I said standing up. "Get your things together, you are goibg home early," I nodded and Ha Ni and Samuel came with me to my class. I got all my stuff together and went to the office where Jin, V and Namjoon oppa were waiting. "Oppa, why am I getting picked up early?" "You'll see when we get home," Jin said and I nodded. We went out and got into the car. It was a very short drive so we got there quickly and I saw an unfamiliar car out in front of our house. Are they sending us back to the orphanage? I thought to myself. I walked up to the door and went inside. I saw the rest of BTS, except for Kookie, sitting on the couch next to a man who looked familiar, but I didn't know where I knew him from. Suga stood up and V put his hand on my shoulder. The man also stood up when he saw me. "Oh, Jimin, you have gotten so big," the man said, "mianhae, ajusshi, but do I know you?" I replied and he looked shocked. V cleared his throat and said, "Jimin, this is your.....appa," I was so shocked and confused. Tears began to fill my eyes. "It can't be, my appa is lost at sea," "Jimin, me and your oppa went out on the boat and there was a storm, we made it all the way to China, once I finally reached land I had to start a life to get money to come back to Korea. Once I got back to Korea I searched for you for years until I finally found the orphanage you were at and they told me you were adopted by these kind young gentleman. But now we can be a family again. What do you say?" I was still processing what just happened. "What do you say? You, me, and Nayoung can go live together." I missed my appa a lot but BTS was now my family and I couldn't leave them. "Jimin....you c-can do...w-whatever you want..." V said with tears falling from his eyes. I looked around and saw everyone was also crying. "I-I, appa, Saranghae, but I can't leave my Oppas, mianhae." I said. "You don't have to do that Jiminie," Namjoon said, "I want to, I can't imagine life without you guys, I rather die," I said with a harsh voice. I didn't mean to sound harsh it just happened. "Mianhae, sir, but I will leave first," I said going up the stairs. I opened my door and went inside. I thought I would cry but I didn't. After a little while V came in my room. I was about to say hello but he grabbed me and hugged me tightly. "Don't ever leave us, please," he said crying. "If I was going to leave it I would have just now," I said and he held me until there was a knock on the door. The door opened to reveal red faced BTS members. They all came and hugged me. I had enough love here. I didn't need or want anymore. "Where is Nayoung?" I asked and Jin said, "she's with Miss A, we wanted you to meet him, so if you wanted to go with him then we would bring Nayoung back." "I don't want Nayoung to meet him, she doesn't know him, he is a stranger to her, she doesn't like strangers," "okay, she doesnt have to," Jin replied. They walked out and I layed in bed. Soon I drifted off to sleep.

•Okay so Jimin's father is alive but she doesn't want to be with him. I get it. I get it. Okay byes