N oppa took a deep sigh after telling him what happened."I knew this would happen."
I furrowed my brows in confusion."What do you mean you knew this will happen?"
N looked at me a bit hesitant to spill whatever he had in mind."Well,we already knew Hyuk didn't lost his memory."
"What?!Since when?"I asked in disbelief and shocked.
"Day after he got confined in the Hospital...he confessed to us,but he asked us not to tell you about it.He said he'll do it himself,judging your reaction to this I guess he didn't tell you yet.I'm sorry Na Rae."N oppa said.
"But I think Hyuk has a reason not telling it to you till now,whatever it is I hope it something worth your forgiveness."Leo oppa said.
"As Hyuk's acting parents and guardian were dearly sorry on Hyuk's choice of fate between you two,but I'm pretty sure he didn't meant to hurt you this way."N oppa calmly said trying to console the situation.
Another tears is threatening to roll down my cheek."But I can't be with Hyuk now that his reunited with his true love,and I can't be in the way."I said as I lower down my head trying to hide the tears that freely fell on the back of my palm that curled on top of my lap.
"But because of that girl Hyuk got into trouble,she doesn't deserves Hyuk's love and attention anymore!If anything else that should be you Na Rae yah."Hongbin said.
I plaster a bitter smile on my lips and wipe my tears before i face Hongbin,his words are comforting yet it hurts me inside."Thanks oppa but...I guess whatever we have right now should end and put everything back the way it should be."
"But our Hyukie loves you Na Rae yah,-"
I cut off Ravi oppa for saying it."No oppa,he probably confused whatever feelings he developed towards me into love because I was there at that time."
"Exactly!I mean...you didn't leave him and just stay by his side.I know he loves you,we do.I think you need to talk about this and clarify things up."Ken oppa suggested.
I hesitantly nod my head."I guess your right...but can I asked your help?I need to secure everything after we finished talking."
"Sure."
"Please make sure that....that whatever happened hyuk will go home with you guys...safely."I asked pleading.
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Night come.
Walking back to the Establishment where Hyuk want us to meet.The shop was already closed yet Hyuk still stayed outside sitting on the cold concrete steps with his head hanged low,I could tell his been worrying about me.He've been calling me but i just choose to ignore it,I cant find a word to say...it's even hard for me to see him for the last time tonight.
He leave a message saying he won't leave the place not until I show up.
With a light steps i walk close and stop in front of him.
I took a big gulp and bite my lip as I grip my sling bag trying to get some strength on it to hold.
"Oppa...."
Hearing my voice Hyuk quickly look up at me and stand up.His face is full of worry seeing my presence.
"Where have you been??!I'm so worried about you,why you didn't picked any of my calls!did something happened?please tell me nothing bad happened?please...."Hyuk asked desperately as he hold onto my shoulder as if his life depends on it.
Please don't act so kind and be like this Hyuk-ah....it only becomes more complicated and hard for me.
I look at him in the eyes and shook my head.telling him nothing bad happened.
I bit my lip harder to get a hold of the feeling im trying to hold in inside of me when Hyuk suddenly pulled me to a hug.His warmth makes my heart melt and weak.It hurts like hell when you know that you need to let go of someone but a big part of you doesn't want to....and I know what would be my tomorrow looked like not being with him again.
"I'm sorry if I'm acting up like this,I'm just so worried when you didn't come here earlier....I'm so scared."Hyuk calmly said with his soft voice as he caresses the back of my hair.
"Oppa....."please....make things easier for me to end this.I raised my hands thinking to hug him tight for the last time but i stop when Hyuk speaks.
"I know you saw us......"
My heart skip a bit as his words rings in my head.I felt like i lost all the courage that I gathered inside of me as I break down and let go all the pain i felt inside thinking of leaving him and just cry in his arms.what will I do now that you knew it already?
"I'm sorry for not telling you that I didn't actually lost my memory.I'm afraid to lost you again like what happened years ago."
Years ago???
I break away from the hug and look at him in the eyes in confused."what do you mean years ago??"I asked.
Hyuk snorted and plaster a mischievous smile on his face before he step back a few step ,put his hand behind him and squat a little to fix an eye level on me.
No.this is impossible....did he really remember the first time we've ever met?!
"I promised...that everything will be okay,just give it a try to look at the most beautiful thing that exist in this world cuz it heals whatever sadness you've feel inside.....and that time,it was you I see Na rae yah.Your eyes is too beautiful to be filled with sadness."Hyuk said with a smile."I can't believe you forget that, I thought I won't ever see your beautiful eyes again."Hyuk said while scratching the back of his nape acting disappointed.
I sniffed and looked at him intensely."How could I ever forget it if I live my life with the words you've said...all my life I've been looking at the most beautiful thing that exist in this world....even if he didn't see how close I am to him."I said locking eyes with him.
Hyuk looked taken a back for a second,realizing it was him I'm talking about and smile before he slowly take a steps closed to me,I closed my eyes as he kissed me softly in the forehead and locked me in his embrace.
"You we're broken hearted when I first saw you and I was broken hearted the second time we've met...everything started in a wrong way but I can't believe how faith is so unfair that I need to be beat into pulp just to see you again."Hyuk jokingly said as if it's funny and he earned a light punch from me in the stomach."Ouch!I was just joking...but really"Hyuk lightly lift my face a lil bit to look up at him."All i want now is you and a beautiful memories that will going to make in the future and i want to make it forever now that I found you Na Rae yah."
With the last tear rolling down my face,I smile and closed my eyes as Hyuk getting closer to kiss me but we paused mid air when a loud group of voice groaned few meters away from us.I Almost forgot about them.
"Waaaaah!i can't believe this kids made us stay to witness them being lovey dovey."N oppa said and I could hear humming sound agreeing his words.
Without looking them I could tell N Oppa is fuming.
"What are they doing here??!!"Hyuk asked in wide away of confusion.
"Uhmmm.....to-To take you home...??."I said sheepishly.
"What??!!"Hyuk exclaimed.
I look away when i saw the corner of my eyes that his Hyungs are getting closer to us."Uhmmm...well."
"Uhmm well you're going home with us tonight.you!even if your taller than me you know you're still a lil kid to us,let's go home!"Ken Oppa said in his ahjumma tone of voice as he grabs Hyuk's wrist and drag him away.
"Wait!what are you guys doing?!"Hyuk asked in protest.
"You!don't you dare call us 'guys guys' we're older than you!shut up okay!"N oppa warned with a neck chop on Hyuk.
I don't know why I find this adorable.
"Kid like you needs to be disciplined not to do PDA!".Ken oppa said while poking a finger on Hyuk's nose.
"What's PDA?!wait let me go!!Na Rae yah!" Hyuk scream asking for help but i just stand right there being foolishly happy how his two Hyungs giving all their strength to carry their giant maknae yet they look struggling.
"Public Display of Affection you fool"N oppa said as he flicked Hyuk's forehead.
I could hear Hyuk's groaning as he got carried away by his older hyungs inside the Van.
"don't worry Na Rae those hyungs just want to get back at Hyuk for making you cry earlier...he'll be home safely that's a promise."Ravi oppa said with a wink.
"DON'T EVER DARE TO WINK AT HER NEXT TIME OR I'LL KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP!"Hyuk pop out his head from the top of their van just to threat his older hyung."Na Rae see you later!"He said before he got drag down to his seat with his hyung back inside the car and lastly scream I love you to me.
"How could he be so scary and a lover boy at the same time,?!you should be careful with your wink shikie yah,you're lucky Hyuna isn't here."Hongbin sassily said and follow Hyuk in the car while Ravi Oppa tailed him pleading him not to say a word to Hyuna unnie.
I let out a nervous laugh being left alone with Leo Oppa."Their quite loud and....funny?!HE-HE"
"yeah...and I deal with it everyday.anyway,I called your bestfriend she'll be here soon to get you."
"Ne!Oppa."I chirped happily.
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