[15-2016]EXO Updates 3

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SOMETIME I DONT UNDERSTAND MY MAMA LIKE THIS DAY SHE SUPPORT ME IN FANGIRLING AND THEN WHEN SHE WAS MAD OR ANGRY WHY IM WASTING MY TIME TO THAT KOREAN IDOLS.
So I'LL MAKE SOME MESSAGE TO MY DEAREST MOTHER AND ALSO FOR YOUR MOM TOO.hahahahaha

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My Mom said that I just wasting money for people who don't know me and that is EXO,
for me it's not what you called "wasting money" because everytime I buy their albums or
other merch it makes me realize to study hard and finish my study.Except God and my
family I can't imagine myself as happy person.Being fangirling on them makes me always
happy sometimes crazy and determined.Im just so greatful because of them I have many
friends and sometimes I show my talent/talents in our class and I learned how to budget
my money etc. that all great things that change me a lot is because of them.

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'Self admittedly, I'm not like the other fangirls/fanboys out there who supported EXO from their very first teaser. The existence of a group called EXO came to my knowledge during those early times after their debut. It was around mid-April. I wondered how I didn't know about them and I just came to the conclusion that I was busy when they haven't debuted yet and it was just the time for teasers, History, and What is Love. Upon knowing about this group, I immediately went to YouTube to watch them. I was surprised as I didn't know that things would turn out like this.
I felt my eyes glued to the screen of my netbook as I was watching each and every move of theirs that seemed almost so surreal and I couldn't help myself but drown in their music as my ears heard their amazing vocals and raps for the first time.
After I watched some videos of both subgroups of EXO, I blinked once, twice, and then I lost count. I was literally gaping at that moment and there's one thing in my mind that time...
They truly are from EXO planet.
Is it even human to sing like that; rap like that; and dance like that? Is it even human to be as wonderful as this group? I've asked that to myself for a lot of times and every time I watch them perform, I couldn't help but ask over and over again.
I slowly found myself beginning to like them. I tried memorizing their names as I watch their MVs, their teasers videos, their interviews and such. It didn't take me a long time as I've learned to differentiate a member from another member.
As I let myself fall for EXO, I broke my record of how many times I rape the replay button. I don't even know how many times I already watched them but it doesn't matter as I would never get tired of it. My bias list that was once in proper place was ruined. I mean, hey, you've got to admit that picking just one bias in EXO is harder than the finals. I've learned to spazz harder than I've known before. I also love all the OTPs in EXO and yes, I ship them. Though, I know that they are just very close to each other and they treat each other like brothers in real life.
I just realized that I'm already truly, madly, and deeply in love with these guys. It's not just their charismatic looks or their hotness or their magnificent talents I fell for- I fell in love with their very existence.
EXO never ceases to dazzle me every time. We know very well that they strived hard to achieve this dream of theirs. There were times that they hurt themselves or they miss their homes but they still continue on practicing with the hope of fulfilling their dreams. They've worked hard for what they are right now.
Up to this time, they never forget to work hard so that they can continue to bring us great music and to make us happy while they perform on stage. Even with those tired eyes, they still manage to smile at us and assure us that everything's fine. Even with those bright flashes of lenses that hurt their eyes just so we could get HD pictures, they still let us take pictures of them without a fuss. No matter how exhausted they are, they still do their best to make us happy.
From my time of being a fangirl, I saw how the members of EXO are great people and that's another thing I love about them. They also like kids as we can see in shows. We also know that they visit kids during their free time. I don't remember if it's an association or something since the memory in my mind about that is kind of vague but I do clearly know that they are a bunch of nice guys for making kids happy like that.
These guys also have their playful side. No matter how charismatic they are onstage, when they get offstage, they show us that there are still kids in them inside. Really, it's a heart-warming sight- watching them play around with each other, act as if they are each other's playmates; to see them lose their tension and release their carefree side; and oh, yes, of course, to unleash the derps within them. EXO is a 'Derp Squad' as we would call. And, yeah, that makes them more lovable too.
Then, there came this time- the Dream KPOP Fantasy Concert. EXO would be in the said concert along with other groups. I was really happy that they came here in the Philippines. I joined a contest that has 2 tickets for the DKFC as the prize and I did everything just to win but I didn't. I was really depressed that I didn't get to see them and I'm just crying over fancams. The way that they're so close yet I couldn't see them in person and hear them not just from the speakers of my computer- it hurts. I cannot even... my poor fangirl heart... my poor fangirl heart cannot take it.
So, I promised to myself that this time around, I would definitely save so when EXO returns back to the Philippines, I would get to see them. I told myself that I would no matter what.
I just have to.
EXO is just absurdly wonderful. Each and every single one of them is unique and I loved everyone's uniqueness. That's why I don't get why some people don't love them like I do.
From the time that they haven't debuted yet, they already got fans who love them but they also got their antis. I don't know, really. I don't know why those antis hate them as these guys are doing their best to reach their goals and make us happy at the same time. I don't know why those antis throw hurtful words at these guys who still smile at us and assure as that they're fine just so we wouldn't hurry even though their hurting. I don't know why they try to ruin these guys- these guys who just want to make us fans happy.
It's not just the EXO-L fandom- no fan wants his/her idol to be hurt by an anti. If only I can protect them from those antis, I would. I could care less if they were to say those hurtful words to me. If I could beg them to stop hating on these guys that I love, I would. I would love to protect them from hurt or harm- not just from an anti but also from a sasaeng- anything or anyone. I want to protect them but I'm not enough. I'm sorry for this.
As I think about it, as much as we fans want to protect our oppas from harm, at times, we hurt them too. Simple pushing of each other just to get a better view of them leads to them falling or hurting in the process. Simple flashes of camera blind them to the point that surgery is needed. Simple things we do could hurt them without us even realizing. Every EXO-Ls is dying for EXO to have their comeback but come to think of it... aren't we pressuring them? I would lie if I'd say that I'm not frantically waiting for their comeback to finally come. For being impatient like this, I'm sorry too.
It had been a 3 1/2 years now with EXO. Not to mention the many teasers they had. It had been a years since their uncountable changes in hair styles; a year with their multiple performances and awards. It had been a years since EXO debuted, bringing us into raging feels; giving us unsinkable ships; causing our heart attacks, faints, and nosebleeds; leaving us in a state of euphoria, and that uncontrollable spazzing that never dies. It had been a years of them keeping us happy.
No one knows what the future holds but I hope that in the future, they are still together. I hope that they would last until we're already old. As how they always say, 'We are EXO! We are one!' I hope that they never fall apart. Even if one has to go to military, I do hope that after that, he'll come back and continue. Even if problems may come to shake them, I hope that they shall remain strong so that they won't be shaken. Surely, we will continue on supporting you even they are only 9.
I hope that they're all happy and well.
Being in this fandom labelled as the craziest-and the Worst but I'm proud of it.
I will continue on loving and supporting you. EXO oppas, fighting!.
-CRTRO-

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OH AYAN!pang bawi bawi... GUSTO KO SANA I POST JUST A FANGIRL kaya lang sobrang haba baka hindi niyo na basahin kaya hindi ko na nilagay ^_^

-xoXo