I cant help falling in love with you

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"Ugh! Tyler!" You yelled, completely tired of this argument. "You're the one that started it! Every single fucking time! It's always you!" He spat, his voice louder than yours. "You're the one that fucked up here! Not me!" This was probably the worst fight you and Tyler had ever had. "All I did was kiss someone! It was just a drunken mistake! It didn't mean anything, you ignorant fuck!" You shook your head as you chewed on your bottom lip. "You know what? Get the fuck out" Tyler smirked. "No" you lunged forward and pushed him, nearly making him fall over. "GET THE FUCK OUT!" You screamed as loud as you could. Tears began stinging at your eyes as he stared at you in shock. "Don't push me, (Y/N). Come on, let's calm down and talk about this" you snorted with derision at his words. "What the fuck?" You laughed sarcastically, still crying might I add. "Tyler get out right now, please" you sobbed, finally breaking down as you sat down on the bed, holding your head in your hands. "You don't really want me to leave, right?" He asked sadly as he took a step closer to your. His floral vans didn't make a noise against the carpeted floor. Tight black skinny jeans clung to his thin legs, and a plain black shirt was wrapped around his upper body. "Tyler, please" you whined, as you refused to look at him. "I'm sorry, (Y/N)" he said, before grabbing his phone from the bedside table and leaving. Even before you heard the front door shut, you let it out. You couldn't believe you'd just let him go like that. The only source of happiness in your life; gone. All because he'd kissed somebody else when he drunk last night. "He's never going to take me back" you cried to yourself, as you rocked back on forth on your bed.

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It was now 12:47 am. Tyler hadn't text, or called. He would still have to come and get his stuff back at some point, but you had no idea when. The only type of movement you had done in the 5 hours he's been gone is throw on one of his tops and crawl onto his side of the double bed. You hugged his pillow into your chest as you cried harder. You couldn't believe how fucking stupid you were.

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Tyler's P.O.V.

I've been at Josh's, asking him for advice on what I should do. Debby called me an idiot, and Josh didn't look too happy either. "Play her a song" Debby suggested, after a two hour long rant that left horrible thoughts scrambling around in my head. I started crying, there was no denying it. Josh hugged me, and told me to cheer up. "What song though?" I asked, wiping my tears away. "Truce?" I shook my head. "Tear in my heart!" I shook my head again. "Um... Screen?" I sighed at Debby's attempts. "No! It needs to be something softer, nicer, sweeter... And apologetic." Debby almost jumped up with the sudden burst of an idea. "Remember the song you covered a few months back? Something about falling in love with someone" I looked at Debby with the biggest smile on my face. "Oh my god! Debby!" She looked worried. "What?" She laughed, awkwardly. "That's perfect! K bye thanks for the help" Josh and Debby both started laughing at me before I turned around with a small smile on my face. "Uh, yeah, Josh? Could you drive me to (Y/N)'s please?" I asked. "Sure thing dude"
"Sick" I muttered under my breath.

As I stood outside of the front door, I could still hear her crying. Each sob sent a knife flying into my heart. I knew I was so badly in the wrong, and all I wanted was for her to forgive me. I just wanted to have her back; back in arms, back in my life.. I couldn't do it without her, no doubt about it. As quietly as I could, I pushed open the door, and tried not to wince at every cry that left her lips. I tiptoed down into the basement, and grabbed my ukulele off of my piano. The stairs squeaked on my way back up, but after a few seconds she didn't come looking for anything, so I carried on. I eventually reached our bedroom door, and I started to strum my uke before opening the door. "What the fuck!?" (Y/N) shouted as I walked through the door. I just shook my head whilst she sat up. The fact that she was in one of my shirts, hugging my pillow, it just made my feel worse. Her eyeliner and mascara was smudged down her cheeks, and her eyes were bloodshot. I sat on the edge of the bed as I started to sing to her. I didn't care if she hated it or if she thought I was an idiot.
'Wise men say, only fools rush in' I kept my voice gentle, as I heard (Y/N)'s shaky breaths slow down and return to normal pace. She looked up at me and shook her head. "Tyler"
'But I can't help falling in love with you. Shall I stay? Would It be a sin? If I can't help falling in love with you.' I made eye contact with her for the first time since I left, and a small smile arose on her lips.  'Like a river flows surely to the sea, darling so it goes, something's were meant to be. Take my hand, take my whole life to. Cause I can't help falling in love with you. Like a river flows surely to the sea, darling so it goes, some things were meant to be. Take my hand, take my whole life too. Cause I can't help falling in love with. Cause I can't help falling in love with you'  she started crying again, but this time I knew it wasn't because I'd upset her. 'But I can't help... Falling in love with, you'
I put my uke down, admittedly feeling slightly stupid for just walking in and singing to her. Oh god, will she embarrassed? Will she think I'm really weird? "I'm sorry" she whispered. I looked at her with tears forming in my own eyes, and I reached my hands forwards to hold hers. "No, I'm sorry" once again, she started sobbing and I pulled her into a hug. She hid her face in the crook of my neck as I placed my lips next to her ear. "I shouldn't of done it. I don't know why I did. You're all I want, you're my everything. I love you so much" I could feel my tears spilling down my cheeks as I clung tightly to her small, shaking body. "Am I not good enough?" She asked, wrapping her arms around my waist. "Of course you are! (Y/N), you're too good for me. I don't deserve you at all, I swear. You're so perfect, so wonderful, lovely, beautiful.. You're everything. I don't know why you're giving me the time of day" I mumbled. I was trying to control myself as much as I could, but my shoulders eventually started rolling forward with every sob that left me. "Please don't cry, baby" she said, as she sat up. She ran her hands down my thighs and rested them on my knees. I smiled sadly as I wiped at her cheeks, removing her smudged make up. "I screwed up, I deserve to feel like shit" I shrugged, putting my hands back in my lap. "I shouldn't of pushed you, I'm sorry"
"I shouldn't of kissed that other girl" I replied.

"Come on now" she said, after a few minutes of sitting in silence. She leaned in to me, and pressed a kiss to my lips. I let my hands tangle themselves in her hair, as I desperately kissed her back. Her lips were so soft, and moved so fluently with mine. I could kiss her all day, happily. I could get lost in her lips, and drown in her eyes. She pulled away, but I didn't let her move too far away from me. "Stop crying" she whispered, and wiped my tears away for me. She kissed me once more before pulling me down next to her on the bed. I took off my shoes, and my jeans until I was just in my boxers and a shirt. We both pulled the duvet over us, and snuggled close to one another. "Just please, don't ever do that again, please?" She asked, as I wrapped one arm around her waist and pressed her against my torso. She put her forehead against mine, before giving me on more kiss. "I won't, I won't I swear I'm sorry" she shook her head, and gave me one more kiss. "I love you, TyGuy" she said, grinning stupidly. I rolled my eyes at the nickname she'd given me. "I love you too, bean" I watched as she shut her eyes sleepily, a smile still plastered on her face. I continued to watch her until she actually slipped away into sleep. She was so beautiful. She is so beautiful.

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