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"I need you the most..."
I can't believe that I messed it up! Why did I let her go? I still love her, but she slipped through my fingers... She was my good luck charm for me. She was my rock when I was broken. And she was what kept me strong from being broken by the hate that I'd get on social media.
"Now I'm all alone and my joys turned to moping..."
I never really hung out with my Swiss or Mönchengladbach teammates anymore. What's the point in life if the thing I love the most got away from me? I haven't really been partying out my friends, but instead, staying inside and crying.... Y/N used to make me happy but she made me into a mixture of unhappiness and anger.
"When you broke down I didn't leave ya
I was by your side..."
I was always by her side when she got upset or sad. She rarely was by my side since I'd be upset during a road trip and I was far away from her... But after the breakup, I was starting to think that if she was really the "One" for me.
"I gave you the shirt off my back, what you saying?
To keep you warm..."
I remember our first date, it was a carnival one. She was feeling a little chilly from that August breeze so I gave her my jacket that I wore to keep her warm. Every time that I think about it, my heart just aches and my eyes usually start to tear.
"Where are you now that I need you?..."
I was always looking for Y/N to ask her why? Why she broke off our relationship which was going well..? I should stop this behavior. I need to move on. I need to get over the broken relationship and look forward to the positive things in the near future. I need to focus on me and only me as of right now.
