zeni44Xx63k

Hey....I'm dead inside an nobody cares about me but I'm fine I'm just sitting alone crying till I lose my sanity because I need help but no body notices at all but that's fine il die alone crying hoping il burn in hell....ether way I hope u know that you'll never be like me you will always be loved an I'm sure you won't notice me smiling at how happy you are well I suffer in silence but at least your happy an if your happy then il keep smiling even if im suffering il keep up my smile just...for you never forget that il always smile when your happy even if I have tears running down il still smile just for you an your family and friends will always love you......dont suffer like me just be happy ignore me because il just slow you down in life I deserve to go to hell but you deserve to go to heaven I'm sure even god will adore you an il just be down in hell watching as you smile an have fun with the ones you love an il keep smiling even if I'm in pain down there il be happy an il keep smiling at you from below il keep watching seeing you with your family an friends having fun together luaghing smiling even when I am burning il still smile just for you because u deserve it you deserve all of that love you will get an I hope you forget about me because I deserve it I don't deserve what you do but...il always be smiling when you are happy never ever look down at me and cry just keep looking up an smile forget I even exist then I'm sure you'll smile even more you'll be much happier without me....I'm sure of it...         







I have a small crush on neko.... okay fuck off!!