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Hello, my dearest readers. I hope that you are all well.
          
          I am slowly but surely starting to get a grip on things in my life. I cried for a bit last night, and it did me good just to let go of the sadness inside me. As we know, a good cry always is sometimes the best medicine in cleansing one's heart and soul. So I just let the tears flow and let myself feel all of it. 
          
          Updates hopefully will start by next week, Insha Allah, as we have a 21st birthday party this coming weekend. My nephew turned 21 yesterday, so this coming Saturday, we will be having a small party for him to celebrate. 
          
          Once again thank you all for your continued support and love. 
          
          Thank you to everyone who have read my stories and continue to read it. It truly warms my heart to know that so many found it enjoyable and worth the read. Thank you to all who started following me and just all round for your love and support. 
          
          Updates will be soon. 
          
          Much love.

Hello all, my lovely readers. I hope you are all well and in good health. 
          
          I am sorry for going radio silence on you guys, but I have not been in a good head space. My mind and thoughts are all in disarray and all over the place. I can't bring myself to focus long enough to write any updates. I am sorry. I have been trying to write, but every thought is scrambled, and it is a huge frustration for me knowing that you all are waiting for updates on my stories.
          
          I am really struggling, and now you guys have to suffer with me. I have been having depressive and anxiety episodes on and off, and it just threw me off. I don't know when I will be able to update any of my stories, so I asked with a humble heart that you will give me the time to sort myself out. I know that you guys will, and for that, I am truly grateful.
          
           Once again, I am truly sorry for making you all wait for updates, but know that I am trying my utmost best to get out of this slump and have some control over my thoughts and mind and start writing again which I hope will be soon. 
          
          Wishing you all a blessed Saturday and weekend. Stay safe and healthy   

What if Lan Zhan never went to the burial mounds and found A-Yuan..
          
          What if Lan Zhan went into seclusion and played inquire day and night, mourning the love he had lost until the passage of time came to pass..
          
          What if Wei Ying never returned..
          
          Just a thought and as always making myself even more sad just thinking about the pain ,regret,self blame the thought of being unable to take a breath without your heart construct into a heap of pain as if someone had punch their fist right through your chest and are squeezing your heart so hard making you fold into yourself just to be able to catch a breath but to no avail. Seeing them everywhere you look. Hearing their voice. Their laughter. Hurried over to where you have seen them, but when you reached their you find no one. You search and search only to slump down and cry out in pain. Screaming their name, but no answer came. Realizing that you will never see them again. Not now, not ever. Knowing that they are gone from your sight forever and there is nothing you can do to bring them back. 

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Thank you all for your support and love and for always being so understanding and patient. I appreciate it so much. Thank you for all the messages of condolences to me and my family. Love you all, and have a blessed weekend . Please be safe and look after yourself. 

Helo, my dear readers.
          
          This short notice is just to inform you all that I won't be able to make any more updates soon. My mental health is unstable, and I received sad news that my aunty passed away this afternoon. It was a huge shock. I saw her last in January, and she looked so healthy. 
          
          I'm really sorry  

Just posted a chapter From The Ashes We Will Rise.
          
          Hope you enjoy the read. 

I just published a chapter of The Young Master Of The Four Season Manor.
          
          Please enjoy and your feedback is always welcome even criticism.

Hi I just published another chapter of I Chose You. 
          
          Hope you guys enjoy it and your feedback will be most welcomed and appreciated. 

I have changed the cover pic and name of I'm In It With You. 
          
          Hope you guys do not mind.