yoongki

ITS ABOUT DRIVE ITS ABOUT POWER WE STAY HUNGRY WE DEVOUR PUT IN THE WORK PUT IN THE HOURS AND TAKE WHATS OURS

yoongki

i feel like my mom has ruined reading for me, i used to love reading. i used to stay up every single night binging fan fiction and other chapter books, one time i stayed up a whole 6 hours to finish one all in one sitting. that was before reading was like a chore for me, i just like i said, loved reading. now i struggle to even open up wattpad again or any other book, let alone finish what i read because of her. always nagging me to read, always complaining i dont read anymore, her annoying voice pestering me to do this do that is always in the back of my head when i open up a book and it makes me wanna give up and just never read again. i swear i still like reading, but its so hard to do now when if i do so, it'll make my mom feel like she won or actually succeeded in making me do what she wanted by being really annoying and stupid. excuse me for having an ego, but this has just been a huge problem for me for a while and although i've "convinced" her earlier into how she -should- be reminding me to read and such, she still goes on doing the same things i hate. i just wish i could stay up and read again for hours and hours without such a burden going on in my head. i read to escape the burdens, not to fckin keep thinking about them. geez.

yoongki

@Snowy_Winteer177 Don’t worry about it bab ❤️thanks for looking out for me :)
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toastvaclem

@yoongki I’m so so late but I hope the problem lessened out now
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yoongki

@whippedvibes thank you so much! 
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jiminfication

I hope one day you'll be able to find something worthy enough to live each day for. Thank you for writing those words for me, and I wish for colours in your blank sky. Please know that you're loved somewhere, and one of them is me. ❤️

yoongki

when I’m feeling sad I always look back to this and I instantly feel a thousand times better. thank you bab 
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yoongki

❤️ you and ur work, omg you don’t know how much you mean to me. thank you for writing back haha, and i wish for only good things to happen to such a good person like you. ily2 
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