xkaiichux

So Im back into Haikyuu.
          	
          	
          	
          	No hurray. My head hurts.
          	
          	And I has got a new update coming soon to my Sketchbook book lol.
          	
          	Inafewminshehehe

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Ive been posting a whole lotta messages here lmao. Im really bored rn so dont mind me and my stupid ass.
          
          So.
          
          I redownloaded a game.
          
          Food Fantasy.
          
          One day Im complaining about how little Food Souls there are, the next they add like fifteen and I dont know who the hell did this.

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About my past post too, if anyone can suggest something, pls do lol.
          
          I have like... No ideas since Im braindead rn and Eri's out in school most of the time so Im just sitting at home, staring at math equations while subconsciously trying to think of OC ideas but just dies internally because Im lonely and I only have my computer as a friend so hurrag life is amazing.
          
          Ill include SuJu in Currently Stanning so eff it.
          
          I need a life how-

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Lmao I done goofed
          
          I conversed with Eri and we have three new recruits to the OC family.
          
          Not only that, we changed up the original five boys in MIME and most of them now even have different names and are more detailed on who they are as a person. Even the band name will be changed.
          
          We are currently in the process of just arranging them and getting the boys into shape so it's hectic lmao.
          
          I am confuzzled istg.
          
          A problem I have with the OCs we make is that everytime, I REALLY want to draw them, but since I use references from irl people and dont have an anime style, I cant draw them properly without... like... proper features to differentiate them from each other.
          
          Like the difference between Jungkook and Namjoon, for example. Kookie's doe eyes, generally big nose and thinner upper lip. Namjoon's puffy face, monolid and thin eyebrows.
          
          But most of the time, with OCs, I can visualize them in my head, but when I draw them, they look the same, cause their detailed features aren't categorized differently.
          
          ...can you even understand me wtf.
          
          So this time, I want to REALLY think about how they look like. And since TXT recently debuted (fricking hell yeah I hate that I love that Crown is now the only thing I listen to on repeat uff its stuck), I have more reference for variety, along with Stray Kids and Seventeen (who Im getting into stanning)
          
          I might post up once we get them settled into their positions, so get ready for a whole ton of stupidity.

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I made the worst mistake ever.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I went back to my Story Planning book and reread a custom story with the name of just High School. Lmao JUST High School.
          
          And I have nEVER CRINGED SI HARD IN MY LIFE.
          
          
          This was the point in my life where I was all emo and wanted to die and was all gangster wannabe like.
          
          
          Honestly one of those statements continue on til today.
          
          
          
          I still wanna die.
          
          
          
          But like I cant rEAD A SINGLE WORD WITHOUT INTERNALLY STABBING MYSELF.
          
          
          ISH SO BAD?!?!?!
          
          And this was when I didnt know Eri as well, so in that story she's all innocent and clumsy rather than the demonic entity that sadistically preys on her friends that she is today.
          
          And as time passed by IM the one who, compared to Eri, is the innocent and clumsy and stupid little kid that goes around screaming fUCK MY LIFE.
          
          So I want to rewrite the story.
          
          
          But Im in a KPOP phase where Im drooling over BTS and EXO and SEVENTEEN and the story has OCs that I barely effing remember shite about.
          
          I dont even remember the main personality traits of the main two love interests wtf.
          
          All I know is their physical appearances JUST BECAUSE I kept a note of them in my phone's notes. Thats lucky.
          
          
          But like Ill se if I wanna rewrite it at some point. Cause I wanna write a story with original characters and story rather than the normal fanfictions.
          
          
          So like.
          
          
          Again.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Kill me.

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Oh yeah and Ive been meaning to post...youguessedit....aNOTHER BOOK THAT I CANT COMMIT TO.
          
          
          Im so mature.
          
          Guess what book this one is about.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          League of Legends.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I have fallen into this dark abyss that is LoL and I hate it but its become my life so I cant do shite.
          
          
          So yeah.
          
          
          Expect that in like five months cause I probs gonna forget about that in a few weeks.

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SO just realized that I could go to the school that I used to go to before homeschool, but I have to finish my homeschool earlier than everyone. I didnt mind. But then I found out Eri probably wouldnt go to the school anymore, so even though I know people there... Eri aint there so Im sad. So do I stay with homeschool or nah??