wwjjsbaby

i'll break down to my mother and tell her how i feel emotionally and mentally and how her actions has affected me but all she can do is make my pain about herself and hit me because she doesn't like what i'm saying. i feel so hopeless because she acts like she hasn't done anything to me and tries to make me feel like i'm the bad guy and overreacting/ exaggerating things. 
          	
          	i want to die. 

jianssluvv

hey ! ive noticed that you’re profile is filled with negative rants about yourself , so ive decided to give you a positive message because you deserve it !
          
          it is always okay to feel the things up feelings . even when it feels like no one will listen , i promise someone is on your side . someone wants you to succeed . someone wants you to be happy .
          
          you are beautiful
          you are strong
          you are an amazing person
          you are enough 
          
          if you ever need someone to talk to my dms are always open <3

wwjjsbaby

@jianssluvv aww, thank you so much for your encouraging words - it truly means a lot to me that you are trying to cheer me up <33
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wwjjsbaby

i'll break down to my mother and tell her how i feel emotionally and mentally and how her actions has affected me but all she can do is make my pain about herself and hit me because she doesn't like what i'm saying. i feel so hopeless because she acts like she hasn't done anything to me and tries to make me feel like i'm the bad guy and overreacting/ exaggerating things. 
          
          i want to die. 

wwjjsbaby

my mental health is terrible. on a daily basis i have self harm and suicidal related thoughts. of course it hasn't always been like this but in more recent years due to family issues it's just been getting worse and worser. right now it's at an all-time low because a certain person doesn't want to take accountability for their actions that has caused my family to be in a horrible situation. i don't want to be too graphic but i don't think i'll make it to my sophomore year of high  school or even my next birthday.