imiss my lolo , even thu na hndi kami close but i love him very much , palagi kaminv nag kakasagutan yes but I don't want him to die , every night nlng me umiiyak here in my condo , im afraid to go home kasi i know it's not the same anymore because he's not there in our balcony seating , and it broke my heart every night when i think about it , sometimes i forget that's he's not here anymore i still think na if i go home he's still there waiting, i think i can't really move on from this pain , it's so hurt that sometimes im having a nightmare, I can't properly cuz i always think that maybe hes mad at me because i always confront him , and we always ended up in fighting, i just do it nmn cuz i care for him but I can't tell him cuz my pride is taking over me , maybe until now he doesn't forgive, maybe rn hes mad at me , and I can't take it anymore it made me sick just thinking about it.... i hope i can move forward plsssss Lolo/Daddy im so sorry and i love you , i know your not a perfect grandfather to me but i know your trying your best too and im sorry for not seing it... pls Rest In Peace Daddy till we meet again💗
