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(Pre-ps: was @vampireghostie. As if you couldn’t just look at my stuff to see who I am but..thought I’d make it easy) It’s so weird coming back here. But what else do I do, I mean, it’s 2020, my aldi LH life is basically shit and everything else is basically a big dumpster fire anyway(like that ending. get it??) so like. Why not. But alas. What the f huck to write. :s huh. 

Hi, hello. I wanted to declare that I don't actually hate you. Much love as GERARD HAD FOR WILLOW. I'm not mad anymore, I'm just kinda disappointed. See you around wattpad. 

Oof

I put the original covers back on, because lets be honest the other ones I made to replace them looked like shit!

i’m copying your book

Hey babe it's Ris except I go by Dylan now. If you want anything to do with me my Insta is the same as this. Please add me. Ily bby

i want to go back and do commentary for everything on here bc its so bad oh my g O D
          
          ,,,im incapable of lacking extreme drama and Good, decent endings, like, fuck that, no, its all gotta be pain and suffering
          
          i used to (still do but) laugh every time someone says “i hate you” but now i kinda see, im a bad™️ fanfic author
          

guess who the fuck is back✨☠️

i didn't want to give you guys a reason to feel awful for me but there isn't really any way to say this without doing that, but...fuck it !
          
          so, my grandfather, the only one i have left, is dying, he's had brain cancer from a chemical he was exposed to back when he was in the marines, and we've known about it for awhile now, we were aware he wasn't going to make it, we were told that from the beginning. he was only supposed to live until the end of February so things are getting more difficult as the weeks have passed. this whole time seeing him suffer and how it is effecting my mother, as he is her father, is beyond heartbreaking. i hope it will be easier once he passes, but i know it won't be for awhile. it's going to be hard for her, and my grandmother and us as a family. 
          
          having said this, im trying to cope, ive been distracting myself the whole time and now it's time to face and deal with it because its going to be unavoidable soon. not thinking about it isn't going to do anything, i need to take a break from everything and put myself in place, then we'll see what i want to continue doing in my life. 
          
          death is too powerful a thing.
          
          thank you for sticking with me for these years, and the things i no longer continue to write (mcr fics, you guys keep coming wtf how) i appreciate all the friends ive met here, and had the pleasure of talking to even if it was a few pms or a hundred or all the comments on my stories, i appreciate every single one of you. i wont be leaving, i may update here and there, but im going to focus on the things i want to write now, and what the heck im going to do in life (since im not a teenager anymore)
          
          so, if you ever want to talk to me just shoot me a private message, i'll get back to it as soon as i can
          
          i cannot thank you enough.
          
          xo nikk

I just finished your Gerard way book series and I LOVED IT.  I know it was supposed to end at book three but is there any chance you will be making a fourth?  Sorry if I am bothering or annoying you.  Have a good day.