wh3nthepartysov3r

bye 

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BESTIE 

not miss eilish turning 19 tomorrow i- 

fly high angel 
          you didn’t deserve this 

y’all i think ima delete only you forever i-
          

vanity fair year 4 today i- chile lemme pass out real quick 

okay okay so i need you guys’s help ion what to right about anymore in “welcome to reality “ what topics would you guys like me to talk about 

guysss i’ll have to unpublished “welcome to reality” for an hour or so i just have to fix something real quick it’ll be back tonight

you know when you’re “bestfriend” act different in front of others n try to act all cool n shit and start making bad jokes about you and shaming you... i don’t wanna go on about everything wrong ‘cause i’m sure none of y’all care but i just feel like at least here no one will judge me. i feel so alone and useless. i’ve lost all of my friends for no fucking reasons. there isn’t one day that passes where i don’t cry overs stupid ass people that don’t even like me. i’m honestly tired and sick of this stupid shit called living. why people gotta be so mean to each other like if you have something to say to me come talk to me don’t go talk shit to everyone at school like that shit is SOOOO IMMATURE like i ain’t gonna way you come talk to me damn we can figure things out just the two of us. anyways i love y’all and take care of yourselves. 

IM SO FUCKING PISSED RN I JUST WROTE NOT JUST ONE NOT JUST TWO BUT THREE FUCKING CHAPTERS FOR “WELCOME TO REALITY” AND WATTPAD FUCKING DELETED THEMMMMMMMMMMMM IMA BOUT TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE