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Ok- My friends are gonna make fun of me now- but I have a very big problem- Like- one of my close friends. Could be online, could be irl. My mind is always dirty and makes me imagine dirty shit about them- And I am on the verge of wanting to kill myself-
I'm kidding. I won't kill myself- but GOSH- I want to tell them but I don't want to ruin our friendship :')