Roo_40
HAPPY 200K ON SPURIOUS!!! <3 THANK YOU FOR CREATING SUCH A WONDERFUL STORY!!
wasabikawa
wasabikawa
updates are delayed until further notice. a horrible life-changing thing has happened and i am not alright because the moment i had hope for myself it got torn away, so i just need some time im sorry. ill try to update as soon as possible sorry for the inconvenience. its sorta ironic because just as i started to think things were gonna be okay everything went south lmaoo
Boopismyname_
I’m so sorry to hear that! I hope whatever is going on in your life right now gets sorted out peacefully! Wishing you happiness and many blessings!
i_love_reading777
I really hope you all alright. I really love your books but im fine with waiting because you need to take care of yourself. I cant even begin to imagine what you are facing, but i hope your life and yourself get better soon. People will be willing to wait for as longs as you need. Please take care of yourself ❤️
kunissidechick
dont even apologize please look after yourself first. i am so sorry for whatever happened + i hope you recover, take your time.
wasabikawa
Things at home have officially settled down and me and roo decided to collaborate and have a joint server! I will post exclusive and early content there and also probably be sort of unhinged
https://discord.gg/uftkKSfZQd
wasabikawa
gonna go home and write a lot because my angst is giving me inspiration^^ hope you all are having a great day and thank you for all the support!
wasabikawa
Okay so I basically have four things that are close to being done I just took turns and changed when I got bored lolll (one spurious ch, one marionette ch, one ergonomy ch, dottore mech sketch)
Kasumi-Samaaa
@wasabikawa Don’t stress too much about writing but I’m looking forward to it, and you deserve all the support and kind words. We lyt <3 hope everything gets better.
elyv1aaa
hey wasabi! Are you alright? Is everything getting better? please remember to take care of yourself, even if it seems that everything is going downhill just always have hope.
elyv1aaa
aw man , dont forget im rooting for you no matter what happens!! youre really strong for getting this far :)
wasabikawa
Thank you for your words! Everything’s the same as always with my mom shooting down my self confidence lollll
wasabikawa
i know i shouldn’t get upset that im not part of their group but i just am because two of my best friends distanced from me because of that group. i have school tomorrow and i feel so lonely i just don’t know why im here and i just wish i was someone different i wish i would stop getting sad every time someone posts and everyone’s hanging out im so childish and sick of myself. in spurious i was literally just writing about the otomes thing but now all im doing is staying up until 2 am playing otomes to compensate for how lonely and miserable i am
i shouldn’t even be sad it’s not like i don’t have friends i have a lot but the people that i really want to be close with aren’t friends with me anymore because of my surgery and it makes me feel like im worthless. going to go and play aiji yanagis route now.. im sorry i keep posting here i have no one to talk to and no one i trust and im anonymous here so it won’t be used against me; i just want someone to end my suffering please i don’t have enough money saved up and i will have to find work and i don’t know how im supposed to do work when im already so exhausted and overwhelmed. im sorry i know it’s selfish of me to post it here but i just don’t know what to do i hate myself so much it feels like i don’t deserve to be alive and ive gotten help and im still getting help but nothings working im not gonna die i can’t die but i just can’t make anyone happy i can’t even write good anymore and i have to act like it’s fine because i don’t want to be sent to a psychiatric ward again
Kasumi-Samaaa
@wasabikawa Talking about your feelings is never bad, and there are many of us here to listen to you! I’m sorry that this happened to you, no one deserves it at all and I can only imagine the stress and amount of distress you’re going through, and all you need I suppose is a bit of encouragement to get through these types of situations and a lot of us here are here to give you that sense of belonging because you are appreciated. Saying you don’t make people happy ISNT true at all. You make me happy whenever a new chapter is posted or whenever you even post about how you’re doing, and I’m sure a lot of people are happy because of you even if we can’t manually come up to you and tell you that, personally I wish I could along w a big hug! I know what it’s like to be stressed out from others and then ignoring you or distancing themselves from you plus work, and it hurts ik, but you’ll get through it cuz you’re a super amazing and strong human being, no one’s perfect and we can’t make everyone happy at the same time. Goodness I’m writing wayy too much but I just want you to know that I am here to support!!! And I hope you feel much better than you’re feeling rn. <3
immaeatit
@wasabikawa yo so im not the best at cheerin people up n this is kinda rushed but trust ik how it feels man. ive been there before. icl ive been through something similar but it wasnt as hard as urs since i had my parents to support me. dont even update for us if it helps cuz ik damn well u need some time for urself rn. n dont be goin around like u cant make anyone happy cuz every time i get a notification from wattpad n its from u im jumping around screamin "YES", toes curlin, literally rippin my hair out, my eyes almost poppin out of them sockets n kicking my feet at god knows where cuz ur content is my literally on my top 3.(ur the only author on my top 3 cuz i cant seem to grasp any other good author ) dawg ik this is goofy af but if u need an online buddy i volunteer to tribute. things will get better pookie bear
immaeatit
BRO WHAT HAPPEND TO MICROSCOPE
wasabikawa
actually now that i say that i found motivation so i'll repost it in a week or so ^^ (once i finish my quarter work stuff)
wasabikawa
Sorry for all the announcements but just wanted to say I love you guys thank you for everything! My life isn’t perfect, but I feel like things are turning around. I’m T50ing the bandori en event (mainly to support my friends going for T1 and T10 spots) and I’m probably gonna not update tomorrow because of schoolwork but I should be doing the Dottore, Shu, and Alhaitham/4NEMO fic on Sunday-Monday mwah mwah love you all <333
Thesacrificalsword
Its completely fine please take your time don’t rush yourself some people don’t have the patience to wait that the authour writing is also a human who have there own struggles your story are really good I enjoy reading them please take your time writing them and don’t rush yourself <3
wasabikawa
what do you guys want me to update i want to write something but i cannot choose which fanfic to update i will do any of them :)
wasabikawa
new theme for yuzuru saeki my love <33