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i am quite a weird writer and I am afraid I have grown to be incompetent and mediocre than what i was earlier on.   i doubt my own administrations and i cannot navigate through the hurdles of life and my mind enough to have the strength to write a new chapter.

&.      no manthan is still on hold ; i have almost finished writing the about me book though , and half finished 2/3rd of the new "discussing Indian cinema" chapter.     about manthan , i have ideas in mind but i doubt if I could write that well again.

i only add people i find cool and I cherish on this application , thus added you.       you're cool and radiant and i find your writings and personality very charismatic.

@vynfae     what's your id ?

@godsmaniac yes, im not very active on it but still

i think i’ve put myself into somewhere i avoid as much as smoking or worse, my english is not englishing currently so please, bare with it. life been challenging on my side, what about you ?

take your time, there’s no pressure on it.

ALSO WISH YOU SMILE MORE. stay hydrated, pink of health  &   take care of yourself 

regardless, you are here, after surviving it all and im prouder of you than anyone could ever be

however i do understand it must be a bittersweet that we have to do adulting so quickly, ill be done with mine next year and i too cannot believe it. how fast did the time slither  way, our flesh and bones expanded as if i didn’t have any say in such while my mind sits cramped in a corner like child feverishly flipping through the albums of memories 

and YOU DID IT! you’re done with academia!! farewell awaits followed by biting adulthood, are you excited? what’s the weather for us in that realm??? 

because if not. then yes. yes you are. im gonna eat you i promise this isn't a drill

hello nandini did you know that you are the prettiest woman in the universe and there is no one like you and there will probably never be anyone like you and you are Magnificent???

JDJKDHHEGHE CAN I EAT YOU PLS PLS PLS

so let’s skip to the part where you love me again PLS AND THANK YOU <3 <3 <3333

also i haven’t opened the gc but you people are probably mad at me bc when are you NOT mad at me????

YOU LOVE ME???? WELL I OBVIOUSLY LOVE YOU MORE??? PSHHH OF COURSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!