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Never thought I would come here again but after losing  her this place once again  felt like an escape… not sure what to write it’s hard it’s hard trying to go through my day like i didn’t just lose one of my friends what they mean I won’t see her tomorrow? She won’t call me again to see me? She was sad bc she haven’t seen me for a long time and now i wont see her ever again … i cant see our conversation see her photos her smile that smile that i wont see it again who will call me in the middle of the night just to ask something silly who will spam me with reels and tiktoks who will i yell at for changing her number a lot? Now I’m stuck with lots of numbers under all of her name without her picking up to any… i cant see myself going to uni without her without her silly korean words and her kdrama obsession who will go to the library with me? Talk about books with me? Ask me if i was okay? Tell me  my outfit looks good? Who will hug me and get mad at me if I didn’t take my medicine? Who will talk to my mom about me not caring about my health? Who will be worried about me ? Who will? I can’t without her… I just can’t

"what about your dad u never talked about it?"

Missing you comes in waves tonight I'm drowning

"I thought you were the elite of the school"

"We are so delighted to inform you that you have been accepted to become a participant in... "

She was a rainbow, but she also was color blind

Take me back to the night we met

"put your health in the first place"

اتمنى ان تمر هذه الليلة بخير.

For a long time I thought that I was the one who hurts you