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hey there! if it isn't a bother ( it probably is ) and if you're searching for a new book to dive right into, perhaps you'd be interested in giving 'deja vu' a chance?  it is a satirical love story between a fierce, rebel without a clue, isabel de la cruz, and her ex-boyfriend, harry goldwyn, who is determined to win her heart back and patch it back up. 'deja vu' takes place in a fictional hollywood performing arts high setting and is surely a coming of age ceased to elitely narrate profound clarity and forgiveness between the two.
          
          the book switches back and fourth from a pre-covid time, the start of quarantine and 2022, which will indeed give us déjà vu of old times. it's personally my favorite work that i've written and have strategized both the plot and characters for five years now, which is why finally completing the project means a lot to me and i'm quite sentimental about it. it really would mean a lot if you'd read it! i hope you'll enjoy it <33
          
          p.s. sorry for the self-promo, ik it's probably annoying
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/316058875-deja-vu

fucj im so tired and lonely i dont have the motivation its hurting me my heart is aching for me. i just told myself the other day, why wasn’t anybody caring about me? they didnt care because i always kept it inside. i told myself they didn’t understand me, thats because i kept it all internal. but even so, i have these fears, these doubts, i cry and i want to make it go away. i hope im okay. i can never change in my actions, yet im always changing in my mood, thoughts, motivation. i hate it, why does it feel like such a mess? a mess that i need to sort out, but when i look it seems like such a big mess. but what if organizing was fun and satisfying? i hope thats the feeling i get. im so indecisive and stuck. i wish i wasnt negative. i telll myself to change but then i dont, that always tears me to pieces. why am i? it feels like theres a boulder in front of me. and how im constantly using humor to cover up pain, to cover up the rejection of myself. wow

Hi!I really like the diamonds and heart can you make more!!!is so good!omg!!I like your story’s very much!!!