vintageblueee

because of that promise i made to them, i need to keep that promise. i wish i was strong enough to be an independent woman.

vintageblueee

for the time being, i need to be alive. dahil nangako ako sa mga taong ayaw bitawan ang kamay ko. actually, i don't like here. i don't want to be here. but kung gagawin ko man ang nasa isip ko, saan ako pupulutin? i have nowhere to go. nasa malayo yung mga kaibigan kong pinagkakatiwalaan ko.

vintageblueee

a few days ago, i find myself in our bathroom. crying silently. i don't know kung bakit ako umiiyak o dapat ba akong umiyak. after ko kasing magbasa ng article tungkol sa isang bahay na nangyayari sa 'kin... i feel i'm suffocating but at the same time happy.

vintageblueee

How are you all? I just wanted to bring out how I feel about it.
          
          I have some going through now. I have had depression and anxiety since last year. And my family does nothing there. May tampo ako sa kanila dahil hindi nila alam na kaya ko ako sumasagot sa kanila dahil sa ganoong paraan ko lang nasasabi ang mga gusto kong sabihin.
          
          That's just it. You have nothing to do but be safe.
          
          “It’s vintageblueee who will always say I can do it.”