The problem of not continuing the story even though there are 40+ chapters left, maybe because I'm tired, I've had enough of my life, many people want to help me, but I can't accept it, I don't want them to be bothered because of me, I feel sorry for making other people try to fix me so I can be happy, in return for how I continue to be with them, My life is a mess, full of excess and hypocrisy, I don't know where to go, I even searched for something on the internet to end myself quickly, but I can stop that, Therefore, I ask you to take care of yourselves, physically and mentally, so that you don't end up like this miserable me.